𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔤𝔯𝔦𝔪 ♡ ⁽ᵗʰᵉʸ⁻ᵗʰᵉᵐ⁾

feel like men (he-enbies included) keep coming up to me and asking “are you my mother” when they really mean “will you dom me” and idk how they got either impression.

sorry, neighbors, but i gotta get started on that karaoke at 7:30 am because i am a professional who doesn’t know when the next music rehearsal is.

20 years of emo fandom may be culminating in me personally closing hamlet by singing mcr’s “helena.”

(my friend got up before 4 am to get me to the airport in time for my 6:30 am flight and i’m sleepy and having feelings abt it lmao)

getting emotional before this flight too, not out of sadness but bc i learned that people who care about you will not be upset or angry if you ask for help even if it inconveniences them a little bit 😭😭😭

me moving into the local indie theater this month to make sure i don’t miss a single one of the bangers they just dropped as secondary programming.

downsides: slightly hungover
plus sides: my cat who passed shortly after i left pa visited me in my dream and let me pet his belly 💖

why wouldn’t i be happy after 2 blue moons and and overpriced cocktail and crème brulee like bffr

i was rly worried abt today bc of mercury rx and the eclipse falling on my performance review but it wasn’t bad (tho my boss purposely didn’t show some things) and i actually had a lot of fun so c:

tfw two beers in and discussing the hockey smut phenomenon with my midwestern waspy male boss

it’s been a minute since i’ve had good tonkotsu and this was solid!!!

a bowl of tonkotsu ramen and a sapporo beer on a wooden table in a japanese restaurant.

plushies of sanrio cinnamoroll and pokemon mew sit on a hotel bed with sanrio stickers, cherry blossom kit kats, watermelon gummies, peach pocky, and heroine mascara

they gave me ramen and an edible and then set me loose in the japanese market

so i’m that bitch who got reported to hr one time for wearing a ton of perfume oil (if i have it i want to have the throw of a three-wick candle).

obv close quarters changes that and calls for a significant reduction but i still feel like i owe it to people to smell nice if they’re that close lol

that’s the area all of this is happening for me too (retrograde in my 10th, eclipse in my 4th) and god all i feel is romantic angst like what is the truth

do have my performance review monday tho that i am DREADING so maybe that’ll shift

does he know the way, does he know the way of the crickets that would convince me to call it a night?

Archipel's 1-hour documentary on Mahiro Maeda is out, and it's a must watch to understand the career of this underrated artist who has worked with Miyazaki, Anno... and many international projects, from an aborted "Dune" anime to "Furiosa" (Mad Max).
>> www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sSF...

felt a little bad about using perfume before i left the apartment this morning (only two spritzes but i love a heavy gourmand)

meanwhile the woman who just sat next to me smells like straight up isopropyl alcohol so i guess i’m fine

the united states government's almost pathological framing of their violence as liberation is so ghoulish. illegal, deadly, evil airstrikes, a senseless war announced in the middle of the night, and still the framing is "liberation". it's sickening

A banner featuring a logo on the side with a painted anemone poppy and the handwriting-style text that says "Heal Minds Gaza" in a green circle. Next to it reads: "Heal Minds Gaza is a new initiative that will support children’s healing through therapeutic activities for self-esteem, social skills, and community-building. Support the first project for children who were detained in occupation prisons." The text is written on notebook paper cut in a circle. The banner is decorated with crayon sketches of hearts, stars, and squiggles in different colors.

ICYMI, this one's for the kids.

80+ kids have returned to Gaza from occupation prisons, where they experienced unimaginable psychological violence. We're trying to deliver 6 days of mental health workshops to support them.

All boldness welcome! chuffed.org/project/hmg

airports are fun because during my 3 hour layover i can either pretend to be a liminal lodge creature or dissociate at the tgi friday’s at 8 am est.

oh bestie this is the united states, we are lucky if we get half a can of soda and stale pretzels mid-flight 🤣

i’ve landed for my layover but the bridge is broken so we are just vibin in this tin can rn

did not keep this promise but remained discreet

however if they don’t let me off this plane i am at severe risk of posting messy things that i should keep quiet regarding pain that has festered for months at this point so that’s their gamble rn

oh fuck no, knock that shit off, we are not going to be crying at 30k feet. let’s bottle that up for 12 hours.

can i blame being stuffed into a small hallway waiting for tsa to open directly in front of a large cheer group of teenagers all using ai and talking about trump on mercury retrograde or

fascinated by awakening pre-4 AM and also think this should be illegal.

there is publicly posted breakup poetry involved.

oh man okay record scratch on my personal crashing out bc i think i am witnessing a dramatic local breakup on ig except it’s people in their 40s

mercury rx conjunct venus goin for the fuckin jugular out here goddamn

neptune and saturn are in my 11th which is uhhh definitely part of this, but this particular pity party cloud began suspiciously close to the time mercury stationed yesterday (also in my 11th but has now met venus in my 10th). 💀

i see how this would be controversial for walmart but idk maybe if people are stealing deodorant, of all things, we should let them.

(but also shoplifting from large corps is fine)