Lor Ignister

I am so sleepy today but
I took gposes of Lor a couple days ago and I swear I'm going to post them today...just...maybe after a lil nap

All the voices in my head

#Elezen #Gposers

LorBliv coded

Totally unrelated to xiv

ZETZ IS ACTUALLY SO GOOD AND EVEN IF YOU DONT LIKE KAMEN RIDER YOU MIGHT ACTUALLY LIKE ZETZ
Got caught up last night and oh. my. GOD. I am losing my mind with this writing

im grabbing your hand to tell you. it’s not too late to start wearing a mask again. it’s better to wear a mask 1/4 of the time (or whatever your percent looks like) than not at all. there’s no shame in starting to be covid safe again even if you havent been for a long time. its okay

They/them!
Lor was raised afab and had the associated pronouns forced on them until they left Ishgard. As part of assuming a new name, they gave up their pronouns too. She/her never fit right and it's all too tied up in nobility for them. Their found father gave them new pronouns 💕

It's legitimately so good to see you posting. Thank you so much for speaking up, I think you did the right thing in this situation
I hope the time away has been healing, truly

Oh no, all my favorite things...
Please put me in the room with all of these. I will die peacefully

a close up of a man 's face in a car with a woman behind him . Alt: Max from Mad Max Fury Road pointing towards something in the distance, text appears on the screen that reads "That's Bait"

Not me with a misspell
Anyway

Even more clear:
If you're going to continue to associate with ElpisDarling/Vidhi after all of this came out, let me know so I can block and move on with my life. I'm not interested. I'm not buying what she's selling. I may be a small account but I wasn't born recently, thank you

Let me make this clear: If you're doing damage control for someone and the narrative is "there's a lot of bad actors trying to get them", see yourself out. I've already seen this tactic too many times before. There's no "dark sided energy" to explain away racebating and anti-blackness

Thank you for being brave enough to talk about this
I had heard her once talk about stalking happening *to* her, I did not know she was the perpetrator of it. Wishing you nothing but healing and space from this 💕

Anyway, back to regular posting soon enough, but definitely taking time off from here. Gonna just go enjoy hobbies again.

Tbh, disappointment doesn't really begin to cover how I feel, but I'm also not the hurt voice to center in all this. I had no clue about any of this and I appreciate the people who have come forward to expose it all. I genuinely hope everyone involved gets the space and time to process and heal.

Not to mention the race switching…I can understand being disconnected from your culture and community, but I can't understand claiming to be from those cultures when you aren't truly sure.
We weren't all that close and I feel for everyone who has had the rug pulled from underneath them.

She's not only done harm to the black xiv community, as someone propping herself up as a leader of a SEA/SWANA group, she's done harm to that community as well. To see her wish to do violence towards someone, after privately representing herself to me as someone compassionate…it offends me.

The harm done to people, both directly and indirectly, can't easily be undone with private conversations.

I don't want to senator post about this, but I'm hurt on multiple levels. I've already been through similar with someone else within the last 9 months.

I've had some time to think on things since last night. I've read over other people's experiences and have come away with this:

This is clearly a pattern of behavior with Elpis. To the point where people could predict how things would go.

Lor is standing among some cherry blossoms, both hands to their cheeks, eyes closed. It's night and the moon is very bright, casting a soft silver-blue glow on everything.

Disappointed, to say the least
Taking some time away for [insert time period here]
Please watch over the elf for me

a man in a suit is carrying a stack of pizza boxes with the word fresh on them Alt: A gif from Community of Troy walking in to an apartment with a few pizzas, only to see everything is on fire and standing in the flames is Sephiroth from FF7

Logged on to post a gpose and now I'm like...

worth remembering, David Lynch directed “fix your hearts or die” specifically at transphobes. it wasn’t a generic “no mean people allowed” statement, it was said by his Twin Peaks character in defense of a trans woman he cared for and deeply respected.

Considering having them take up some kind of crafting skill...but alchemy might be enough for now...
After all, making the perfect potion to relax someone juuuuuuust enough to not fall asleep in the spa is an artistic pursuit in a way

Lor is an avid margin sketcher 😂
They also dance -- both ballroom and also a sort or free-form style. The former they got as part of their upbringing, the latter they gained thanks to friends and having a musician for a partner. Most of the time they're dancing to his tunes 💕

This brought to you by two hours of posing Lor
I need the /delighted emote so bad now

This just in

Elezen

ngl y'all, I'm fucking proud of this one. First ever animation swap and it's pretty good imo!

Fem Elezen Runway for Midlander-based males

This is...such a mood

It's the love of shape rotation and pretty colors xD Likewise, the vfx and animation side looks like it'd be fun...but idk that my brain is wired the way it needs lol

The pain is so so real 🫂 I'd run a Windows container but tbh, can't be arsed. M$FT can kiss my ass, I'll figure out ways around

Yup! Plus, my textools loves to throw fits whenever I look at it funny, so eliminating the need to use that cuts down on my frustration lol