Why is it so fucking hard to finish a project just for me!!! My most infuriating thing about ADHD! Fake deadlines, small tasks, just start… the only thing that works is external stimulus. Crazy to have to make a program or pay someone just to make me do things I want for me!
OMG!!! Just watched a psychologist explain why giving oral sex can be a stim for people with ADHD and this explains so much!!!!
If I wrote up a detailed info dump on make chastity, where could I publish it? I have spent a lot of time and money on trying things that I think would help a lot of people out.
Looking for advice on the best conventions, teachers, online classes, etc. for kink and BDSM. We are looking to learn some new things and would love to add in a con of some kind, but we are trying to compile all options.
Why does my creative side go into overdrive when I am sick? Is this a side effect from childhood trauma when my brain looks to create as a way of disassociating from pain and uncomfortableness? It’s crazy that I can sometimes tell a day or two before I really get sick just by the creative explosion.
Sorry for your loss. The loss of a parent (even with a complicated relationship) is never easy. Hang in there. Hugs
I haven’t been posting much because I have not been rather busy this summer. I don’t see that changing anytime soon but I figured I would post a couple of pictures and pass along that I have been posting on TikTok. I am not promoting myself or anything. I am posting to face fears and push myself.
Breakfast guest yesterday
I did not have hearing AI music of Jonny Cash signing I’m a Barbie Girl, in a Barbie World on my 2025 bingo card… 🤣
What a great day so far! Just enjoying the 65 degree weather by being outside and reading some smut. In a bit, a little fire and some wine.
Hope things go well!
These are near the top for my favorite flowers we have that bloom in the spring
So much edging today… and so much more edging planned for tomorrow… yard work is fun. 😂
That looks yummy
Some flowers to brighten up your Monday
What a lovely weekend… date night with Titanic the musical that was incredible. Lots of yard work done that was capped off with a fire and some guest deer.
Just some fun advice on a Sunday. If you want to give better head, learn from someone who is a lesbian or gay. Your partner always gives the best feedback, but learning some new or better ways is always a plus. Better tongue work, listen to a lesbian. Better sucking technique, listen to a gay guy.
They have messaging turned off on all social media platforms. I follow them here, X, and TikTok… I haven’t tagged them yet, but that might be my next attempt later today. Also thought about going back to their discord server… but that seems a bit much.
If my last ditch efforts to try and get them to respond to my email or just ship the order fail today I won’t have any choice but to file a charge back. Very frustrating and something I hate to do, but I am being left with no other options and I really don’t want to do it.
I find myself stuck between a rock and a hard place. I respect the artist, their small business, and the many peers that have all spoken so highly of this person. I want to support them, but we are approaching 5 weeks on an in-stock order that should have shipped in 3-5 days. Zero email responses…
Very interesting shifts and changes happening. I am feeling my creative spark starting back up, kink is about to take a front seat again, some very important questions are being asked and answered for the first time ever… Hard to explain it all, but I hope this is the first/next step to better!
First flowers of Spring have popped!
A funny glimpse into who I am… I don’t drink coffee. But I do make M’s espresso’s almost every day. Why am I giddy at doing the descaling process for the first time ever?
Therapy seemed innocent today but the longer I process it the more it is messing with my head. Realizing that you have changed so much that it is almost like the old you died. Do I morn the old parts of me that I fought so hard to change or just celebrate the new?
A couple of the purchases from the weekends Witchy Bitches Macabre Spring Weekend event! All in all a good time!
Stay safe! Check in when you can.
Got a hood and tried it out quick… it’s going to be so much fun! And the new cage past the first test which might mean I have finally found one that works for me! Fingers crossed.
Been a very interesting couple of weeks. A lot of frustrating and expensive things, but more than likely a lot of good as well. Now if I could only get my orders to ship and deliver…
What a day… this week has turned VERY expensive and frustrating but I think my daughter “joking” about how she can’t believe I am still alive takes the cake. Not for anything recent, but from all the crazy stories about my childhood. Got to love those crazy realizations that just keep coming in.
Add on my oldest being sick (first time in like 2 years) so we have to push Dave and Busters out a week… and it is a great way to spend my birthday.
