plastic beach (as in the song on the album plastic beach) is something that i could listen to on loop for ages, how the hell did damon albarn do it
and how does he KEEP doing it
tomorrow i become an employed man, got questions to ask and things to make mtself aware of- but i'm excited to begin and work towards things in then near future i REALLY want to save up for
it's like these days, i could post something innocuous and bar-fucking-none there's someone who's going to go "well i don't care" and it just bums me out
it's like i can't really air out or say what i want in places outside of discord because i'm not amongst peers, and that plays into me overthinking and caring too much and it just becomes BLUGH
can't deal with it as much as i shouldn't care. but i DO CARE and i don't know what that says about me
might see me following a bunch of people because i've chosen to just stay lurking for the time being- once you realise social media urges you to want to start infighting and throw out contradicting opinions, you just gotta keep your ass quiet
plus i haven't had much to share these days so
