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It’s so fucked up that for things to get done you actually have to do them

(bc lack of medication will mess with test results)

I called them and theyre sending messages or something or something but i am realizing that I don't have enough medication to last me until next week and im going on a 3 day trip tomorrow so unless i somehow get it tomorrow morning im just like fucked or something

Im supposed to be getting a blood test but the PP website says there are "No available times" to schedule a lab appointment so i guess I'm just like,,,, never getting a refill on my prescription??????

It makes it harder for me to do the things I need to do but its when I have all the freetime in the world to do said things :(

Every time school gets out for a bit my mental health declines I should probably figure out why that happens

The fact that most of my church leaders weren't very likable and looked down upon the things I was interested in and I was given weirdly important responsibilities at the age of 12 and all the youth activities had to be outdoorsy tough and masculine all did not help either.

Like okay maybe i kind of believed that god was real? There was never any conviction behind it though, and I was certain that he wasnt by the time I was like 14/15 years old based on the fact that it does not make any logical sense actually.

I feel like i never really had a "deconstruction arc." like the way I see it I had been iffy about it since i was born, but I just went along with it because I was aware of the Consequences and i was also 10 years old.

Imo conciousness is generally just fake and a dumb thing to get hung up on. Lots of people seem to have inherited ideas about souls or whatever for their idea of conciousness which i think is misguided at best.

chat is it good when the oil lines go vertical

chat come back here

chat stop screaming

Give the syntax less indentation!! I tend to write methods for types which include match statements, which requires 4 indentations. And then if I want to put the match statements in a loop or something I need 5 indentations and it starts to become unbearable.

kish,
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Lily Alexandre — Why the New York Times Loves Stupid Questions

Out now on Nebula:

Why the New York Times Loves Stupid Questions

(i would probs be outed lol) (which i guess is a good thing but it would confirm that im like semilying to family which i feel rlly bad about and and also transgender broken arm syndrome is a thing)

If i have to go to the ER or urgent care for this fever imma be pissed :(

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ENA human

#リミナルガール

salutation peeps

Tho, keep in mind: bsky.app/profile/appl...

Its crazy how every physics simulation is kind of just a differential equation solver

Human ENA

In a democracy, the war on Iran would not be possible.

Every trans person in America is more courageous than its soldiers. Every person of colour who is forced to navigate life in a country that treats them with open hostility is more courageous. Everyone in Minneapolis and beyond, refusing to allow armed goons to destroy their communities, is braver.

sometimes you just need to push policy through tbh

is it normal to walk through a public place? im not high i just have generalized anxiety disorder

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this would fix me