sleepy goo

Mind numbing pain

I don’t know what I am

I am so upset at myself for how fucking stupid I am for believing it every single time

Every time I get excited, it all just turns to dust

I can’t keep being so naive

(You call it back and forth and just to turn and say “where the hell are you trying to go?”)

The more time goes on the more I begin to see it’s not just a feeling or a thought, it’s becoming a reality

Others seems to actively avoid me, and I don’t have the slightest clue as to why that is. Genuinely.

Would be great to just know why

I’m getting tired of empty promises

I can’t believe how naive I was to think that I could stand to live one more day in this place

ちびぬめ

rainy

And now it’s me who has your fear of opening hearts

3 years HRT

All while I have to deal with thoughts of being actively avoided, not fitting in, wanting to be closer than 1400 kilometers away from my friends and people I love, wanting to leave this fucking place that’s been eating me down for 17 years that I naively once called home

This never was home

I really wanted to enjoy this day, I had made plans and prepared for a week

Instead I broke part of my favorite suit, broke a good lanyard, wasted the entire day where I was able to be alone for a good time

One day is all I’m asking, one day where nothing goes to shit

I'm considering paying for my mastectomy n the end. 😢

Been more than 3 years waiting for court to decide something about my health insurance to pay 4 my surgery it just seems it's going nowhere,

I'm feeling humiliated, tired and also a bit worried this process will take too (+ on thread)

what i'd give just to feel like i belong

“I don’t want to hurt you again”

See how it went

“I don’t want to lose you”

How many more to make fake promises

Hijos de puta

the sleeping situation

A cat in the cold

spyro the dragon for playstation 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life is good, actually

As per yearly occurrence; playing the songs that matter the most

Since 2018

Love you

Avena dos pesos

Silent agony

Tears in your eyes someday will dry

Will they?

A broken heart nonetheless

How many more times do I have to go through this same ache. How many more years will it be.

It’s always the same whiplash of things finally looking to go their way only for everything around me to collapse

How many more persons to do this. How many more life events to happen. How long will it be?