Mulch

Going through some shit right now, really not in a good mental space

and i mean, i will obviously keep fighting because it is ALL I FUCKING DO, so i am not giving up or anything. just exhausted and sometimes i feel intense jealousy towards healthy people who don't know how good they have it.

if you have good health, fucking cherish that shit

i feel like i am fighting too many battles at once and it's really taking a toll on my sanity.

then other people, for literally no fucking reason, keep piling more stress onto me.

the suffering never fucking ends. i've been fighting my entire life. i am so fucking tired.

I actually tried playing Battletoads again as an adult, thinking it would be easier for me. It was not.

I was not able to beat Castlevania or Megaman either lol

I feel this. I was raised Catholic, started questioning things in my teens and have been a Satanist since the early 2000's. I only very recently started feeling a bit less shame about my kinks

Therapy is helping also, but omg Catholicism really screwed me up in a lot of ways I am still dealing with

Battletoads was designed not to be played, but endured

Kids today will never understand the suffering that is Battletoads

Atticus having a real bad day

Me when i see a snacc

Post-apocalypse Scion xB go brrrrrrr

Laura deals with this idiot

i can't draw

have this stupid round thing

A licc for @fuzzelfox.bsky.social <3<3

Some panels from Atticus' backstory (WIP).

Conveniently these bigots completely ignore the fact that the vast, VAST majority of mass shootings are enacted by cis men.

my boyfriend is literally perfect

how is this even possible

Also I have reservations about sharing these things. I tend to show only the more light-hearted side of my inner world. There is so much of my own real-life trauma/pain in my characters & I have serious apprehensions about sharing this. I don't like to call them "characters", they are parts of me.

My goal for this year is to put together a website for my world lore and character profiles. This is also why I have been slower with my usual art. Coding and doing graphics for my site is taking a lot of my time

fully expected to have a full-blown panic attack tonight and i did not

yay

I really like chicken sammiches

Hello, I'm Dane/Mulch
40's/m/zombie dog thing

I post:
⸸My drawings of undead dogs
⸸(the dogs are sometimes round)
⸸Car stuff
⸸Random photos

Note:
⛧I don't really do commissions. I draw for my own sanity
⛧I can be slow to reply to things. Got a lot going on IRL
⛧I often take breaks from posting

I should probably do a pinned intro-type post here lol

Adorable stickers from @fivesaint.bsky.social!! He draws awesome stuff, check out his art (especially if you like goats :D🐐)

Hedda barricades me in for pets

Currently buried in snow

I like pancakes probably too much

Also need to add that things appear WAY worse on the Internet. Social media is designed to show the worst of humanity because outrage gets clicks. Especially Reddit (which is full of doomer bots made to make people feel hopeless). When you shut it off, the real world mostly feels normal.

I think its best to just stop looking & find something more positive to do. Doom-scrolling can make you so miserable & I feel there is nothing to be done about this shit until its time to vote. I am aware enough of what is happening, but no one needs to be absorbed by this every single day.

MGB Roadster spotted in a parking lot after therapy. Such a neat little car.

WIP of myself making friends with paranormal investigators

*PATPATPATPATPAPP* >8U