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@melancholytheclown

Clowncore, kink πŸ”ž, & mental illness πŸ’–πŸ­πŸ₯Ή 28 | bi & genderqueer (they/it/he/she/we) | polyam | AuDHD, PTSD, DID, PCOS, endo, visually impaired w/ IIH 🦯

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Thomas & Friends teaches children how to be the best train they can be; has woke gone too far?

08.03.2026 06:34 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

there's no prize for having giant ovaries that you can feel ache separately from everything else in your body
there's no reward
you don't get super wet pussy AND the ability to cum ropes
it's an injustice

08.03.2026 05:50 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

they should just blow us up at this point, this is all outta hand

08.03.2026 01:33 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

…I've said it so many fucking times, now, but I'll say it again, that it's really fucking messed up that all of these conversations seek to apply to fucking LLMs a standard of personhood we still don't consistently and meaningfully apply to other fucking humans.

07.03.2026 22:59 πŸ‘ 454 πŸ” 132 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 7

…You don't get to open up philosophically loaded words like "consciousness" and "sentience" and "souls" without actually thinking through what they mean if they apply; it's not all shiny fun happy times of "gee whiz bang! honest to gosh AI!" There's real implications to that label, and I know that…

07.03.2026 22:59 πŸ‘ 158 πŸ” 28 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

…That is, if it's consciousβ€” if it's a personβ€” then it has responsibilities.

Now: Is it at all possible to meaningfully teach the multivariant networked system that is "Claude" to be a moral agent? That is, can it cultivate a truly moral attitude.

Hey, no no: you opened this can; let's eat it all…

07.03.2026 22:59 πŸ‘ 113 πŸ” 16 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

So… I've been writing for about 18 years on the idea that if you somehow manage to make meaningfully conscious machine minds & then you treat them as tools, then you're enslaving those minds, and that's pretty messed up. And this ties into something else I've re-upped recently: LLMs can't say "No."

07.03.2026 22:34 πŸ‘ 506 πŸ” 124 πŸ’¬ 13 πŸ“Œ 18

was feeling dead so I listened to chemical plant zone [extended] to give me strength

07.03.2026 22:57 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Black trans women are the most marginalized in our community β€” so yeah, watching one be sidelined or erased in the narrative feels painfully familiar.

If people actually care about protecting Black trans women instead of just erasing us, there are ALWAYS real ways to help. πŸ₯Ίβ¬‡οΈ x

03.03.2026 03:12 πŸ‘ 757 πŸ” 920 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 21

Thank you, sweetheart

07.03.2026 21:28 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

one hour left and no progress has been made yet

07.03.2026 21:05 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 6 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Please send this around again. I cant barely get out of bed because of covid and my bills are falling behind. I've been working so hard to get back to stable and it's falling apart. Trying to raise $750 to get back on track. Every bit helps including boosts. Thank you πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€

07.03.2026 20:01 πŸ‘ 20 πŸ” 36 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Still not used to this new colorblind lifestyle istg 😭

07.03.2026 21:18 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I inspected this sweater and had come to the conclusion that it was dark grey
After getting dressed I asked my husband what color the sweater is
It's green :)

07.03.2026 20:14 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

even if nobody liked those guys it's not up to the US to just dispose of everyone else's presidents

nobody likes our president, but we'd flip the heck out if he was stolen...and it'd get ugly fast if he was bombed on US soil

07.03.2026 12:45 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

we stole a president
we bombed a president

hide your presidents, I guess

07.03.2026 12:45 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Immediate Needs:

$50 / $200 late rent
$0 / $100 groceries
$0 / $100 wifi + website fees

Overall March Goal:

$50 / 1,800 with what I currently owe plus next months rent, bills and groceries

indigofatale.me πŸ’•πŸ’Έ

07.03.2026 05:57 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 12 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

My grasp on time is even worse than I thought
It might've been four or five hours, the nights blend together

07.03.2026 10:48 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I slept for a million years and woke up two hours later

07.03.2026 10:45 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

Ah, another one of my enemies πŸ’€

07.03.2026 05:05 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Image of my thighs pulled up in front of me. They are thick, light brown, and have scars on them. On the left thigh there is a large tattoo of a crying clown girl. I am completely naked.

Image of my thighs pulled up in front of me. They are thick, light brown, and have scars on them. On the left thigh there is a large tattoo of a crying clown girl. I am completely naked.

Thighs for the thigh gods 😌

07.03.2026 05:03 πŸ‘ 34 πŸ” 4 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Blue background with different cartoon drawing images to hands reaching out a paper bag that says thank you food and family resources pamphlet a face mask and a first aid kit and it says we have each other,  Mutual aid is love

Blue background with different cartoon drawing images to hands reaching out a paper bag that says thank you food and family resources pamphlet a face mask and a first aid kit and it says we have each other, Mutual aid is love

HUMPDAY 🐫 #MutualAid 🧡
Wednesday, March 4th 2026

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#Maboost #MutualAidThread #helpfolkslive2026 #helpsky #fundsky #disabled

05.03.2026 02:26 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 9 πŸ’¬ 8 πŸ“Œ 2

Had an interview todayyyyy, it went well but I won’t know anything until about a week. Still needing the help in the meantime!!!!!!
I have a strong feeling I won’t make my bills on time this month againnnnn…ssoooo any help is highly appreciated πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«

I’ll post for tips tonight <3

07.03.2026 03:32 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 3 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Fully agree, and thank you!!!

07.03.2026 03:31 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I actually hate cold weather with a passion, but if it snows it feels worth it. Cold with no snow is an injustice

07.03.2026 03:30 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Ayyyeeee, I actually wanna visit foco. My therapist is there and my husband says it's really pretty

06.03.2026 18:30 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

We missed out on so many of the other times when everyone was getting snow, we needed this

06.03.2026 18:27 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Your time shall come

06.03.2026 18:27 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

After all this time, my hospital finally called me. I thought maybe it'd be for neurology since their schedule is always packed.
Y'all. They called to try and get me to schedule a pap smear because I'm overdue 😐

Love that if I didn't take treatment into my own hands I just wouldn't have gotten any

06.03.2026 18:25 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I've been going to this hospital for followups and treatment since then. I have an appointment with neuro-ophthalmology on the 16th. The outcome isn't looking great, but at least I'm getting treatment before I went completely blind -

06.03.2026 18:25 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0