Geistnacht

a close up of a man with a mustache laughing with his mouth open . ALT: a close up of a man with a mustache laughing with his mouth open .

tfw your BPD makes you wanna push everyone away, but none of your friends respond to you anyway lmaoooooo

Just had a horrible episode where I was thrown back into my childhood and it made me remember how almost all of my childhood friends shitted on my art to the point where I gave up doing it for a whole year and even now constantly criticize myself

I miss getting blitzed til the point that I couldn't remember my name and then listening to the entire discography of The Front Bottoms in my barely running 2003 Subaru Legacy in the middle of the woods

Whenever I'm sad, I remember that I modded in Bob Ross into Resistance at one point lmaooooo 😭

Slowly making my way through the archives!! The holograms are so good omg

Hoping Meguri can redeem it 🙏Tomato Akase, the future is in your hands

Spent most of Feb watching Higurashi Gou and Sotsu, and uhhhhhhh
Why did they ruin Satoko and Mion like that
Higurashi is like my second fav series ever, and I am PISSED
The original anime was my life raft in middle school, and the ending was amazing, but then Gou/Sotsu happened omg

I NEVER WISHLISTED ANYTHING FASTER AAAAAA

I got blood drawn, and apparently I got hypothyroidism because I gave birth aaaaaaa Chronic fatigue x 100 😭
Hoping the doctors can help me, I like to be able to live on less than fourteen hours a sleep a day

LIFE IS WORTH LIVING

Artwork featuring Leon Kennedy and grace Ashcroft facing off with infected monsters.

It's time to survive the horrors in Raccoon City! #residentevilrequiem is out NOW! #ad #re9 @residentevil.capcomusa.com

He ended up buying it digitally for me, and it's super good so far! Chunk scares the absolute shit out of me though omg I can't do games where you are being chased, mainly because it gives me flashbacks to being chased and abused irl

My boyfriend preordered me RE9 for Christmas, but when he went to go pick it up, the Gamestop was permantley closed and never called to tell him that it was moved to a store two hours away omg Luckily he only put five dollars down
I bought him it for Steam, because he uses the Steam Deck

I fell asleep the last twenty minutes because it started at 4AM my timezone lolllll But thank for post stream recordings aaaaaaa

we need to talk

THE VWP CONCERT LAST NIGHT WAS SOOOO GOOD OMG
I had no idea they let you watch a recording of the other concerts too at no extra charge aaaaaa <3

I want to draw, but at the same time, chronic fatigue got me good
People think having schizophrenia is just hallucinations and shit, when it's like 99% not being able to move......like literally
Chronic fatigue and catatonia are going to kill me

Everyone: Mentally ill people deserve to be treated with respect
Me: Cool! I have schizophrenia and BPD
Everyone: No, not you tho
Me:

Seeing all the new players on PC makes me so happy✨

Been playing a lot of Resident Evil Resistance lately...

Your monthly reminder:

Keep writing. When no one cares, persist. When things appear to be crumbling, keep at it. When it's difficult, push through. When you feel alone, listen to the stories in your blood. Just write. The world needs your stories.

Came back to a bunch of schizophrenia stigma on the TL, so I'm gonna go hide again lolllllllllll I'm losing my mind

As someone who suffers from severe schizophrenia, I swear I'm just as much of a person as anyone else okay

It’s my birthday! I hear that promoting yourself is a thing you can do that day~

I’m Marz, a freelance, self taught hobby artists who loves drawing ocs and doing outfit design~
Please consider checking out my work on my custom feeds or on vgen/ko-fi🫡

vgen.co/makingmarz

ko-fi.com/making_marz

Sorry for being afk! My brain went a bit silly, but now I'm back 🔥

Be careful of burnout, everyone 😭

happy 10th anniversary to my boy fukase ✨

#art #fukase #vocaloid #vocaloidfukase

ok ok I've been a little absent, BUT i've got some stuff i can post including...

i've started putting my characters up on my vgen!: vgen.co/utsura/chara...
(no comms here for rn, just storing character info)

& i revamped my ko-fi from years ago for people to send tips thru!: ko-fi.com/utsura 🎉
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i love music i love arknights i love ocs i love my friends i love my cat. I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you so much aaaaaaa 😭💖

Now stickers

What an absolute dream boat. Aiko, you lucky lucky boy ;;;;

(Soren's briefs might be in reference to someone's color palette if anyone can guess. A lil nod to the character that inspired him ;3)

#BL #ocart #ocsky #originalcharacter #art #digitalart #digitaldrawing #BoysLove #yaoi #oc