Something in me broke. It wasn't a violent snap. It wasn't a watery tear filled breakdown. It wasn't fear.
It's like my emotions shut off. I can't feel joy. Or anger. Or anxiety. I feel absolutely nothing. Not even numb.
The only thing running through head is how much better off we'd be dead.
Really wanting to fling myself off an overpass
My husband: "so im leaving the room to fart"
I am filled with rage. A quiet, deep seeded rage.
and by breakdown we mean it was a constant severe anxiety and panic that lasted for two weeks w the inability to almost completely sleep and eat
we thought this was just maybe a spectrum meltdown or something bc we couldnt stop crying earlier but we havent been able to chill out even w meds taken and i want to scream
Ive had one(1) serious nervous breakdown before. and this feels the exact same fucking way and i hate it and want to rip off all my skin
hey if u need any oral nausea meds let us know, we have them always on hand
I should be excited. I should be so happy my fixed interest has a new installment. Instead im grumpy and pissy. Food tastes bad. Our meds arent working. Im overall frustrated and sad and I had a breakdown this morning and its like it never stopped
i need a hug and like 300 dollars and a hot bath
breaking down crying after not sleeping all night bc of pain and nausea
*vacuums out entire gastrointestinal tract*
I am so sick
-next day rolls around
-still have (1) horrible, gut wrenching barf sandwich in the fridge
-there's no way it, too, can get me sick
-eats sandwich
-gets sick AGAIN
-purchases two ready-made sandwiches from store
-eats (1) ready-made sandwich from store
-immediate and horrible food poisoning
*kicks own stomach*
Digest! Things!!
Its ur only job!!!!
We would absolutely be so down! Always make art
We dont have oil but we do have spare watercolor travel palates. The pigments are layerable and I think you can get replacement cartridges per color but dont quote us on that. Its yours!
Oh! And as a bonus it was at the thrift. I paid like 4 dollars for 6 books
So we've been rereading it and falling back in love with fantasy. I wanna sculpt dragons.
Found 3/4 of the series of my childhood favorite book (didn't know it was a series!!)
Got them all and then had to order the first one and last one because those were the only two missing.
Hey buck... about jfk...
We still have our Bernie 2020 sticker on our laptop
Hey please check on us. I'm not doing well. 🐲
"because there's no nutritional value to cooch"
I ordered a hoodie (biggest size they had) bc im fat and I wanted room.
It fits like an XL and I hate it
I am truly in love with animation. Old animation. Frame by frame. Digital. Painted or not. Watching works by ghibli makes me remember why I kept holding onto my pencil instead of giving up
*rabid breathing*
hoodie...
Why are wheelchairs so expensive. Its like 400 dollars to replace just the wheels on my chair.
"Sneezing and shitting at the same time in an experience" -the android we married
