*spontaneously forgets every song i’ve ever written or recorded or released*
shit. not again.
every time i need to think of something…
there is goes. into the ether.
i … knew it was coming. i even said as much.
it was just a matter of time.
but it still… actually seeing it happening even with seeing the writing on the wall is a whole other thing.
one grandfather was a paratrooper medic in the south pacific in wwII. after that he was a doctor, a GP.
the other was in the army during world war II and got to europe in time for cleanup. and then was an engineer of some sort.
that is what i would do.
though a wholly different setup, i’m running three racks to bring the weight down.
one 12 spot. a 6 spot. and a 4.
preordered the record. 😂
mmmmm.
dunable.
yet.
…yet.
can confirm.
even the denomination i grew up in, which was super “the end times are coming!” wasn’t the type to be like “how do we make it happen?”
if anything that would have been antithetical to the rest of their teachings.
low depth of field picture of a gundam model RX-178 mark II. he’s mostly white with a black chest with yellow and red accents. he’s holding a black and white shield. has a gun at his feet and on his back and is swinging a saber. he’s sort of in a lunging position.
ok. first time panel lining. i think there’s more yet i want to do to this guy, though. paint his guns. the exhaust ports on his backpack. a little more lining.
but it’s a start! and i feel like it really DOES make a difference.
you know you slept hard when your hair isn’t covered when you wake up and your OTE headphones you sleep in are on the other side of the bed near the bottom of the bed.
i also have a bachelors in photo.
started in film when digital was just in its infancy. (early 00’s)
but … most of my photo work these days is product based so not anything i’d post here.
but i don’t think i’d ever try and … critique your work. unless asked.
it’s… not exactly the jobs fault.
we’re a two person business.
and i’m the only one in the US.
i’m running things here.
this con was booked and paid for months ago. long before any of this happened. conventions is how we make most of our income.
i can’t believe you’ve done this…
that’s what happens when convention centers are owned by the state. suddenly discriminatory policies are mandatory. and not optional.
i thought i had mentally gotten to a place where i was begrudgingly ok with going to kansas in a little over a week.
then… more shit happened (con center staff basically cracking down on the conventions policies) and i’m back to “is it even safe for me to go?” but i don’t have the option not to.
i didn’t get covid again (thankfully) just… having a long covid day.
it’s been a long time since i had an LC day.
i’m trying to be as easy as i can get away with.
leaving more intense things for tomorrow. because i know i can’t do those right now.
trying to keep exertion down while still accomplishing things.
things i do not recommend:
trying to hardass your way through a long covid episode.
it’s in my nature, and i can’t turn it off, but this fucking sucks.
you would definitely know more about how this would work than me.
“we’d rather endanger your life than do our jobs” SHOULD be grounds for losing a medical license. but… obviously that’s not a dealbreaker.
exhaustion day.
but still trying to work through it. too much to do.
fucking LC.
haven’t had a day like this in a WHILE.
i want to know how that’s any different from withholding insulin from a diabetic, in that it can be life threatening. how do they justify endangering someone’s life for an ideology?
if something was to happen, would they be liable for wrongful death at the very least, since they caused it?
at the gas station getting drinks and one of the cashiers behind the desk sighs and asks if anybody is getting gas, because she has to change it… it just jumped by 40 cents a gallon.
i’d wager a guess it’ll jump again… more than once in the next few days.
what???
but… but girlfriend doesn’t have a job! and lives 3.5 hours away!
i did not help by naming our first full length Janus Bifrons (greek god of time and locks)
but then it has anus in the name.
and the second album is Aes Sidhe (the … alt dimension, essentially, where the sidhe live. or fae) but Aes is close to ass… so there’s an accidental theme happening. 😂
more light in the eyes in the second one.
just realized you could do my post rock/post metal band as knuckle tattoos.
but then it would be:
ANAL ECTA
… somebody should have pointed this out when i named the band in 2010.
