Thank you! Its a weird situation, bc even the way im feeling…. I dunno how I would really feel if I just disappeared like that. Or nuked stuff. I like to share my joy, but there’s too much sludge around everything
Love the subtle shade that really gives all The nice forms 👌👌
Oh no whats the 30 yo discourse
Then im so tired and i open social media or discord and want to see what everyone is doing and i just go “cant” and close. Im missing on everyones art bc brain is blocking it 😭😭😭😭 it sucks and im sure most of us is feeling similarly
It is. And its disheartening how the younglings even adults already, only know how to view things from the fandom or covid chronically online way. And how puritanical everyone (even in ‘the left’) is??? Like
Yikes people are unwell. I am too, but I dont want to be unwell IN THAT part
-idea of my stuff being seen as content (stuff youve even posted about complaining), or yAoI or even seeing it as representation work or whatever.
Or “how to make this more paltabke or better fir the audience”.
I am the audience. Everyone else is extra lol
Im on a goldie locks of like.. sometimes stuff arent even shown which is sad. But when it foes its been ok/decent. But then all the eyes and some crazy ass comments in the desire animatic left me all Eugh Oh No.
And im grateful for the new followers there, super grateful… but the-
They did nothing wrong??? Why are ppl going always bonkers that artist who do nsfw or things they deem weird CANT work on sfw stuff? Ppl cant fathom that adults artists working even in kids show, possibly draw or enjoy normal nsfw stuff privately. Like whats the freaking problem
Its not bc if this but today for example i saw about the train station commisisoning a furry fat fetish artist to make a sfw mascot and animation. Very cute work. Ppl going bonkers bc “how dare a kinda nsfw artist work on something sfw and mascot!!!”
I think it drove the artist off twitter 🙃
In my case its the things being paid attention thats getting me nervous? Of course if then it diesnt haooen theres the same sense which is like… what an awful feeling to be controlling us.
But i guess the possible perception, possible eyes… its getting me completely messed up
Im just rambling, you have no idea how awfully some of these thoughts impacted me this week
-like why should I even bother to post even art on any account for that matter. I do not like how art and ‘media’ is consumed anymore and it just makes me go… am I just inviting headaches or what.
Im feeling really low/down and yeah… they bring me joy, and thats what matters. But also… dunno
I gotta be honest… the more time passes between me finishing the part 2 animatic, the more it makes me think “should i even share it?”. Bc with the state of the world, and how things are easily tied to me (since its always MnP)… will it be bad for me in the future? Heck, i’ve even been feeling-
Im still working on the part 2 animatic ✌️ i thought I could get finished by valentines but i spent most of last week sick 🤒 just working on it little by little
Ty ty! 🙏Trying to finish part 2, just taking longer because havent been able to spent much time on it
HERE IT IS my first NSFW animatic of them 🎉
So… Who wants Part 2? 👀 because come on, we all want to see the rest, right?
#ocs #nsfw #animation
This looks awesome 👌👌👌
Time to add the word porn to the banned word list -_- dont want comments like this flagging the YT ai
I deleted my first YT comment, someone just saying “this is just porn” to the Desire animatic (the almost 5 mins one on youtube). Like LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO oh sweetie, if you call two men talking and then an intense hug from behind porn, you would explode at what Im doing now
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These look so good 👏
Im genuinely super happy and proud of it. Shame its not material to be shown as portfolio or YT LOL🤧
Yes part 2 is quite explicit, but then it ends with a lil smooch and a lil mundane moment/talk 🥹🙏
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😭😭😭 thank you so much!! this means a lot, really 💖🙌 (and was having a shot day today, so this really warmed my heart)
Damn its so goooooood!!! The jeans rly feel like denim
The whole thing is looking so nice/good like, WHY CANT WE HAVE NSFW LIKE THIS IN PORTOFLIOS lol 🤧
Thanks!
Ah shit I forgot to add the Manny & Patrick logo to the video 🤦♂️
I really went… ok its a loop zoomed out.. we gotta.. animate a bit more to look good….. 👁️
