I misjudged my new room layout with some new tiny furniture and felt sad about it. Then I talked to my mom and she was kind about it. Gave me some idea on what I could do since my bed is filled with books. Thanks mom, almost cried since I'm getting overwhelmed but calm. "At least u clean ur room"
Someone was looking for a graphic designer job and someone else in the comment suggets him to go for AI artwork and I cannot brain that...
It also turns out the OP is fiddling with AI artworks (photography). And Im just, what.
Congrats! I love the art!!
bro this "addiction" withdrawal is real
This book is calling me like calm down. Im just here learning and self-discovery...
"It’s really not surprising that the emotional grip of limerence is so strong – so, you know, don’t be too hard on yourself if you’re struggling through it."
Girl, valid. Period.
If limerence is a song, it would be Your Love Is My Drug by Kesha
Further inspection, the result of this psychological knowledge, one of it was because its economical. Wow, I am frugal in life AND my own psyche??
Dude, I figured this part of me and I have no one to talk to! Wtf. This is good insights of me
I AM ENLIGHTENED BY THIS. OMG my psychological knowledge just expanded again! Dude this new relevation compels me!
Bro, i have been going through something and I was searching for answer of an unknown pysche and oh my god. My journaling and Google search has reached it's match and I cant believe it. This is the answer Ive been feeling and now I feel seen and validating. Need more reading into this
In today's workplace, I rebuilt the bookshelf.
I am so proud of this haircut that I did. 5 years of cutting my own hair, I reached the part that it looks okay on me.
We dont talk about the bad clean-up on the top side. I dont know how to blend yet
A week ago, I sat down on the office chair and I could feel and touch this double fold stomach. Today, a week later after rigorous core exercise and diet, I couldnt feel the double fold stomach. I am in heaven. Gonna keep at it until after Raya I can celebrate a bit. Green tea supremacy
This has gotten me an idea to make a game... BRUH I am going away from my actual things to do for today. WTF
I should be working on my popup book and here I am coding. Tsk
I went down to the rabbit hole coding of making my own Twitch alerts when my friends go on besides using Streamcord because I just learnt they are limited to 5 users and I can't edit my previous addition. But now, I'm stuck and I have no idea how to add commands to this custom bot. LMAO GG
My SIL gave birth. That means
Nah I get why depressed people are always so positive. How quiet it has been when I stop initiating conversation. I'm just a filler friend and I've known that early this year, just ignoring it.
It's been hard to ignore that now. And Im okay with it.
I'd like to announce that my cat lost 1KG after years of unmanageable weight lost. She never hit below 6kg in her lifetime and now she's 5.4kg
TIL I am a descendant of Sultan Melaka, Sultan Mansur Shah and his 1st/2nd(?) wife's genetic line. I thought I was the descendant of Hang Li Po, but actually no.
I'm also related to H.S. Lee, who was part of the Independence party. Happy advanced Historical day.
Mah book launch in 2 days!!!
Im so bad at 24 hours time. I thought it's 6pm but it's actually only 4pm... ive been working on this assembly since 130pm... im going insane because combating imposter syndrome
I just want this book assemble to end and I made the biggest mistake of assembling a page. Good thing I was able to save it. Good thing Im an optimistic. I am so tired of promoting I want to give up but I cant. I must finish what I started.
I have a big feeling my book won't win because there's a new popup book publisher which had amazing popup mechanics, and this hurt my head... like who am I to submit to a competitive competition... and theres fee that isnt cheap. Bro Im scared.
There it is. My mom finally expressed her worries of me and my business. Im slowly stopping it but at the same time, I knew I cant give up yet. It just starting to get better. I just need to upskill. This business year, I'll be focusing on studying more stuff, less content produce.
Me, 32 yr old: mom, can I go to [REDACTED]?
Mom: idk but you got some ideas. So okay. Lets try. I appreciate you asked my permission before you do anything. So thank you.
Me: anything stupid?
Mom: i didnt say that
Me: uh-huh
Oh yeah, I distant myself ever since the incident had happened. I only interact if they need help in exchange for money. We shared similar art circles and socials. No doubt, they make cool amazing arts, but eh. I hope they understand its my own security and health.
I struggle to separate the artworks and the artist itself. Because after knowing what the artist did to me or harming others, I can't continue to support their art besides wishing them well.
I believe they can change, but it starts with walking the talk.
