Manhattan Cafe my beloved, I quit the game over not being able to get her over a dozen ten pulls.
Manhattan Cafe my beloved, I quit the game over not being able to get her over a dozen ten pulls.
PTSD flashbacks to the time I got a triple pull in Arknignts and none of them were the banner character I wanted.
sling-shotting back and forth between ecstatic euphoria and crippling anxiety on a minute to minute basis
big fucking news! I've been referred to a clinic that should be able to start me on hormones in the next two months!
๐๏ธ ANNOUNCEMENT ๐ชฝ
๐ด NEW ARACHNE LOW POLY 3D MODEL
Behold my new 3D Model made and brought to life by the amazing:
@/artificial0wl (Design)
and
@/MoonFractal (Model)
Go and show some love!!!
I cant wait to see you on Tau Ceti this weekend!
And here I thought all we had to do was walk away at a brisk pace.
One fresh lomf from @plushmayhem.bsky.social to celebrate my finally coming out after ten years in hiding.
its long past due and anxiety is at an all time high, but I'll get more comfortable being open about myself in time.
You have no idea how weird it feels to show even a tiny piece of my body in a picture after hiding who I am for a decade.
Lomf has the cutest little beans
they have joined Bon and Bepu in the place of honour next to monitor 2 so I will see them every time I check my messages โค๏ธ
while pastels aren't usually my thing the loafs are so damn cute, and I was told if I didn't pick something for myself I was getting something extra cursed.
One fresh lomf from @plushmayhem.bsky.social to celebrate my finally coming out after ten years in hiding.
you wanna learn VFX?
The VFX school is closing. All their shit is free. Torrent files and everything
grab it while you can
thevfxschool.com
Commissions are open on my vgen! My rent is due soon and I am just a little off. Reposts are appreciated!
๐ค Illustrations, chibis, ychs, reference sheets,tts pets, and mouse tracked models are open!
vgen.co/MoistMilkBread
I felt pretty numb most of the day yesterday after coming out to my parents at long last but after getting home, cleaning myself up and just letting things settle I actually felt happy for the first time in weeks.
I totally forgot to post this publicly on the day but this was my birthday gift for the ever wonderful @arcadiazer0.bsky.social
๐จ: @kimipatisserie.bsky.social
#arcadiaillust
If you don't have one I suggest swinging by a sewing or crafting store and picking up a stitch ripper for it, they're only a couple bucks and make it very easy to get into the seam and pluck the threads so you can open them up. Pull the threads taut and then carefully pluck one at a time.
Just waiting for my tax returns so I can arrange something to get one and a few print packs, very excited for it ๐
I'm just gonna delete that last post, I'm in a fucking black.hole right now and don't know how to get out.
On second thought I don't know if I'm ready to stream again, my mental state really took a turn for the worse tonight.
The loaves have fallen and they can't get up
Maybe she CAN see the future and that's why she's so bad at seeing the present. Happy birthday Lyds!
Do it, so you can guilt me into finishing literally any of the like 40 things I've started and then dropped.
Absolutely love it! I'll never forget the first time I went through the archive doors, it spawned on top of a giant mountain that took us ages to climb, then I threw a torch down the hole only for it to completely vanish in the dark of the pit.
I've had so many different random problems stalling that game from it downloading and deleting itself to it downloading the game twice in two different folders neither of which are the one I selected. I swear their launcheris sentient and an asshole
I want to maybe try streaming a little bit again this week, I'm still in a bad spot mentally but I'm losing my mind even harder just sitting around doing nothing by myself every day.
I've been put in contact with a local support clinic and I'm hoping to hear back form them this week, I really do hope this works out.
Random intrusive thought, who has more flags? pride or the HRE?
another for my collection