j-roc

I stopped getting headaches when I was drinking regularly :/// why is my body like this

(full disclosure Click would likely still make me weep)

Limited Moonlight of the Burdened Heart

Click is Eternal Sunshine for Dummies

still no drafts huh >:(

nothing like the santa clause parade to remind me that I live downtown and I kind of fucking hate it

anyway I would love to be in a book club

i’m finally getting around to the classics after avoiding them throughout university. Jane Eyre is killing me lol; I relate too much to this poor Victorian child. I know the focus is on the romance that occurs later, but her upbringing at the beginning of the novel is astonishingly relatable

to read is to rediscover that my inner world is still intact and familiar. I am, all at once, a baby making sense of picture books, a child escaping into an ungodly number of sweet valley twins paperbacks, and a teenager burning through animal farm over third period

hello darkness my old friend

deleting this app. social media feels bad and dumb again

*high-pitched wheezing* idontwannawait

fun challenge: rip a bong and try to sing the Dawson’s Creek theme song

does anyone have wii sports and wouldn’t mind if I borrowed it?? I don’t have it anymore and ppl are selling it for like $30 now😭

I might still end up waiting tables before it’s a full-time gig but WHO CARES it’s finally happening

finally getting paid for something after doing work for free for months is so validating😭😭am I making it?? I think i’m making it

if ur at the show and can see me smoking from my balcony………..no you can’t lol

i’m sorry i’ve been awol, I miss my friends

what is it like to go more than 1-2 business days without a headache? i’m starting to forget

life is weird. I’m getting an imdb credit soon but I’m also applying to Starbucks (et al) out of desperation and considering going back to school for something slightly more practical (and to give me something to do if I can’t get a job). idk. going to try to make a movie soon maybe

i’ve been meaning to go to one of the tamagotchi club meet ups but i’m scared lol…………anyway if u also like virtual pets lmk bc they are so fun and I have no one to talk abt them with!!

I need a day job I need money I need to get out more I need to workout I need to eat better I need to smoke less I need to get a therapist I need to swim in the lake I need to see the Pacific I need to evolve as a person I need to make more space for my inner child

if I don’t get a migraine is it really raining?

sooooooooo sad (thank you)

I used to keep a bullet journal during university. It was super helpful in keeping me organized, but it’s definitely a high-maintenance way of doing it lol

just finalized a screenplay with a client who’s next???

your ex’s ig story is next to your ig story on my feed (this is true for multiple past couples)

why u treating me like someone that u never loved?🎉🎈

I need to force myself to get out before the agoraphobia fully sets in + it gets so hot that I can’t stand to be outside. but it’s already hard, and my head hurts so often

i’ve always viewed it as more of a critique of industries that require networking and debasing grunt work to open doors, and the ways in which it can be personally damaging to those who choose this path. but like……it worked out for her lmfao. like rly well actually