UNKNOWNER: Sirius

I didn't include it, but let's be real; it's the true answer. 😆

There's enough not said about him for me to just make shit up.
Maybe he's got tattoos like how I picture Corbeau having.
We know Grimsley's family is in the trash right? Financially? Reputation? He wears a kimono too... maybe he's from Kanto?

(SORRY FORGOT TO CENSOR THE PICTURE NOW I'M ASHAMED)

FUCK YOU
(makes Kieran, Corbeau, and Grimsley related by blood)

I said absolutely nothing of value in this LOL

I want to message a favorite artist to ask where they went after the twitter scare, but I
a) don't think they speak English
b) don't think they check their messages
c) will look like a weirdo

????

Butterfree gigantamax swimwear...

Ok I'm awake

This pose was shitttted out but I really like it.

But yeah it's a good idea to use element zappers and stuff to remove numbers. Who cares if a ton of people see it. I'm going to be the one at the end of the day that actually decides on whether or not a piece stays up.

I'd rather stuff I like stays up. :)

Often times I'm discouraged by the mentality of "there is always someone better than me". That will always be true! There always will be someome better than me! But nobody will be the same as me. That's the important part! We're all unique, even in times where "everything has already been done".

I say this as if I have a following at all. 😅At the moment, my account is fairly new and I've been not really focusing on popular media, but stuff I like genuinely. (Dragon Ball, Pokemon, Kirby) It feels more freeing that way, instead of trying to keep up with the times.

I'd be no better than them.

My older art accounts that were locked but not deleted have a considerable following I think, but they're all from when sites weren't modified into the nightmare that they are now. Tourists coming in and only being temporarily interested hurts more than low consistent numbers...

-that there's more to be had in having an active fanbase that cares about my pieces than to have passerbies interested in my stuff for only a mere moment. There are pieces from my favorite artists that I've cherished for years now, and I want to be that for people, even if it's only like 5 folks.

I gotta remove the numbers on tumblr and twitter. I don't know why, but seeing a post with a lot of notes, interactions, etc makes me anxious. I've deleted blogs over reaching too high of numbers. (1k makes me insanely paranoid)

Lower numbers are less than desired but at the same time, I feel-

It kinda sucks that I have to be on a doctor's ass or else I'll get punished for it though. Asking for help is doubly hard too because it never comes when I need it most. Ew ew.

Sorry I wiped my tumblr! I had a plan and found sleep more interesting before I could put it into motion.

Masters knows when I'm on my shit. Grimsley being the main greeter knowing full well I assigned numerous others to that fate, showing me Grimsley ONLY in my loading screen (and freezing too!) like it controls my fate.

Maybe it does. My whims are at the hands of RNGsus.

Facing a skmilar issue to before like with Corbeau. No picture I draw of him is good enough. He doesn't look tired enough. Grimsley needs to look WRECKED at all times, holding on by a thread.

I have not met him in Ultra Moon yet. I'm a fraud. I will mantine surf my way to hell. 😔🤘

It was like a light switch.
I know there was a windup! Truthfully!

I'm more than positive a whole lot of stuff happened, got comfortable in bed etc but my memory is saying "YOU JUST CUT YOURSELF OFF LIKE A TV".

All I remember was dreaming about husbando so no loss. 👍

a small white dog sitting in a car looking out the window ALT: a small white dog sitting in a car looking out the window

I was supposed to draw stream last night holy hell. Probably gonna be doped up on pain meds though today. Joints in my hands are feelin it for the first time.

CHRIST I can hear the old metal pipe creakin in this bitch. (watch it be arthritis)

Spiked my Chun to make ot soft amirite

Tickles my happy chemicals when they're not just eye candy that speaks words. POKÉMON IN GENERAL has such a colorful cast of personalities... Even in Mystery Dungeon WOW what a franchise that needs another addition please Gamefreaky please Nitral Chiral or whoever makes them

Screaming and pissing and crying whenever I see N in motion.

Pokémon is RUINING me.

I need to make an OC that trains machines and object pokémon. 👀
Been on a fenale OC kick lately! They're fun to write since Pokémon female characters are so colorful compared to other medias.

Batting my eyelashes at my tierlist of husbandos (there are two tiers: active, and remembered)

But I also saw Arven in the Project Voltage thing. Huuuaaaaa
It made my kokoro go dokidoki and he had his mabosstiff uwaaa

Would've been really cute if Arven called his mabosstiff Maschiff after he evolved, like a name. Need me a NPC with named Pokémon besties. Not just gifted.

Uwaaa

Seeing him age from BW to USUM does something to me LOL
Like damn, dude looked like he was left out in the rain and got sunbleached, not tanned.

But it feels less genuine without pictures.

Sighing longingly as I consider writing a dissertation about my current husbando; the most useless man alive. 🪙

Cheats on the bed with the floor and a pillow. 😳

nvm bed said hi to me in a seductive manner and all of a sudden my eyelids got droopy and my bp tanked

Maybe someone could have an epiphany or something like that haha mm

Part of me wants to chicken out. Weird how I used to shit out tutorials all the time back in the day.