EmilioFM06

Lastly, but certainly not least, "Fares does what Ameerejects" / "Fares does what Ameer doesn't".

Now why did nobody tell me "Fares" is also a name/word in arabic, most commonly being transcribed as "Faris". The slogan is now sick as hell, awww yeah.

This one over here is a very subtle way of convincing people to watch AGMS' future episodes.

Originally the spiral was gonna be white but I got a headache from how bright the contrast between my room at 2 a.m. & the blindingly white spiral was, so I made it red.

Fits with my jacket so that's nice.

And here's the individual "ads" that showed in CW8!

This right here is "JRPG Trailer" for Earthbound, Shin Megami Tensei, and Persona 5 Royal.

Several JRGPs, AGMS' 2025 Episodes, and why Fares does what Ashour doesn't! Cosmic World² 2025 YouTube video by EmilioFM06

I managed to upload one last video last year at like 10-something PM, and it was Cosmic World 8!

And now, if you excuse me... I've got to keep on proving why Fares does what Ameer doesn't.

youtu.be/04ng6zi-F4Q

Finally a Video with All 3 of Us | The (Active) Vendors play Minecraft Episode 1 YouTube video by Cosmic Vendors

Let's celebrate the Cosmic Vendor's channel 5 year anniversary in the only I know how to... Extremely late!

I just noticed, I forgot to include the episode number in the video's title. No wonder it felt naked. Fixing that rq.

youtu.be/645PNxQD_90

Happy Birthday to me! (Comically & 2025 Edition) YouTube video by Fares Man

I aged like 3 months ago.

I still accept any & all "Happy Birth-" I just got a notification as I was writing this, don't get to see that often.

youtu.be/736vS6HXjb8

A (very much in time) Mega Man X3 Longplay [008] YouTube video by EmilioFM06

Happy Mega Man X3 30th anniversary, 3 people who follow me here!

youtu.be/CTqe_woNsM4

What a horrible mod to have nyctophobia & zero patience. | Afraid of Monsters YouTube video by EmilioFM06

"Hmmmm... I should play a horror game for a video, it will be fun! How 'bout I play my favourite HL horror mod: Afraid of Monsters! I've played it a few times already, so everything should be fine!"

-Emilio would then be unable to go downstairs for 3 days after that recording.

youtu.be/k0Q83uSXgQI

Wait, what do you mean "they already drew that certain TOTK character"? YouTube video by Fares Man

Long ago I said I'd make a 3 hour long video... A video where I'd give reasons for an artist I like to draw Purah in her Tears of The Kingdom design...

But then I ended up working on another 3 hour long video, so why not finish the first 3 hour long video now?

youtu.be/7nm4Py4mcfU

Tried to upload the clips from the 11th & 12th episodes of Another Generic Modded series, but they were too heavy :(

Oh well, have the... Uh- Video made by... Whoever that guy is.

Right here we have The Mega Man X3 longplay's montage!

*Cough cough* December 1st, 2025. *Cough cough*

And because I liked Cosmic World 2025's promotional videos a lot, here's all of them in a lil' thread!

The first of four... The Mega Man X2 longplay's montage!

A (very delayed as well) Mega Man X2 Longplay [007] YouTube video by EmilioFM06

Second video, uploaded today a few hours back... A Mega Man X2 Longplay!

Meant to be uploaded last year on this game's 30th anniversary.

What else do I say? I love MMX2 to the point I once hurt my thumb from playing it a whole night 2 years ago.

youtu.be/hb82EYwhfyo

"Next up in AGMS...", lots of Longplays, and Mod-Month 2025's remnants!! Cosmic World 2025 YouTube video by EmilioFM06

First video, uploaded on Sep. 5th... Cosmic World 2025!

Unlike the previous Cosmic Worlds, this one features 100% original announcements, minus the Mega Man X2 longplay (more of that in the following post).

youtu.be/qebbj3rSCh4

Got a couple of fun videos released in the past 2 days!

Oh and let me tell ya, after months of editing videos for months, I managed to get a whole stash of finished videos from 2024 & the current year.

So I suppose it is appropriate to say that I am back to uploading videos on my main channel!

I don't like September that much.

I hate being alone.

It makes me think of what a failure of a person I am, and how much better everyone around me would be if I wasn't around.

I hate those thoughts.

Sometimes, if not most of the time, I'm glad I won't live past the age of 28. And I guarantee you that nothing nor nobody is stopping me from making it that way.

The day that comes, don't be sad. In fact, don't even worry about me being gone.

But that's alright. None of this ever mattered.

Nobody will care if I disappear. Those who do will just think I'm "busy working on videos like always", who can blame them? That's all I do, work & work & work.

Life will move on, people will continue to forget about me. And that's okay.

I am a coward.

You'd expect that after 6 attempts I'd be dead by now, but either the rope snapped or I thought it was worth to live another day & put out the fire.
I can never do anything right, I can't even kill myself.

I am an imbecile.

I've never been or ever will be smart. I blew so my chance of studying in my dream university digital media production. I thought I could make a stupid video analysing some guy's art and all I did was stress myself beyond salvation.

I'm a loser.

I'll never be able to maintain a friendship. I'll never be anyone worth thinking of, let alone remember. I'll never make anything good in life. All of my work is shit and pure rubbish. I can't even get a job to pay for one of my cats treatment.

I am a failure.

I'll never achieve the feats that my parents & siblings have. I'll never get to study abroad & be the best of the generation, I'll never get to own my own business, I'll never work with famous directors & actors, I'll never be able to travel my own country to teach others.

To make the people I care about happy? ... Do they even like me?

Does anyone even enjoy being related to me, be it in family or friendship?

Does anyone genuinely & willingly think to themselfves: "Yes, this Emilio guys is an enjoyable and fun guy!"

Every morning I can't never find the strength or motivation to get out of bed. What's the point anyways?

To play a video game? Won't make me ignore my loneliness, and I could've used that time for something more productive.

To make a video? And entertain nobody with it? What a waste.

Although... I'm not sure if my stupid videos make me happy anymore.

But I also discovered that making others happy is something that made me happy as well!

... Yet as time passed, and after some things happened, I'm now always doubting if I'm even enjoyable of being around of.

Then I began making videos, simple recordings of my screen showing what game I was playing.
Showing to others what made barely made me happy somehow made me happy again, it's... Hard to explain.

Years later I learnt how to edit & making videos & showing them to my online friends made me happy.

But as time passed I stopped enjoying playing games. I had nobody to talk to about these incredible adventures, that made me happy, where cartoonish characters saved the day that, in school people made fun of me for playing old games, and in my house my parents were too busy to pay attention.

To combat my loneliness I distracted myself with the few games I had, I never enjoyed asking for new stuff to my parents, most of which were hand me downs from my brothers.

I spent my days playing N64 + GameCube games, and lots of Minecraft.

In preparatory school nobody ever bothered to talk to me, besides 2 guys I had been friends with since 4th & 7th grade, and if they did it was just to call me a freak.

The few friends I managed to make during all those 12 years stopped talking to me one by one.