You deserve to be cared for too.
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You deserve to be cared for too.
Just remember you're also in a situation where it's nearly impossible to balance. There isn't enough time (realistic time where you're also not overworking) to get work done but taking on more work will put you behind. You just deserve more help.
I should be able to help you a bit tomorrow evening. I know time is not on your side. I'll try to get something to you soon.
Woke up with horrible headache and muscle tension. Just one thing after the other lately...
Catching my breath, feeling better thanks to a friend calling me.
Laying in bed, hoping my crisis is over. My head is hurting extremely bad...
"I get it, things are horrible right now."
NO, you DON'T get it. Stop assuming I'm feeling awful because of current events. That just makes me feel even more so like no one understands me.
I deserved better....
This day won't let up. My mind feels like it's being tortured and I have to keep putting up a smile in public as if I'm fine lest I get the you know whats called on me.
It's just a lonely existence being me, & idk how to fix it at this particular moment. I know it is fixable, I just don't know how right now, & right now is when I'm struggling & feeling so deeply lonely & unloved. Understandably It is hard for ppl to understand what I've been through & go through.
I'll be fucking fine, I probably just need a medication change...
Trauma is a lot to carry right now. I can't take it. I'm carrying it alone...
Oh I forgot what this felt like, wanting to disappear and die. What a feeling... I wonder if people would forget me.
Breathe, drink water, let yourself just exist. Be in your happy place if you can. A ton of people love you and are hugging you virtually.
You can't make everyone happy but you are doing your literal best. I see you doing your literal best. You are an angel in my book. We see you doing amazing things with the limitations life put on you. Don't forget to give yourself credit.
I was worried about the same thing ngl
Oh hey bsky is back
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Of course. I take it you like child play time too?
This is really cute, thank you for sharing. Realizing after seeing your fursona that I need a skunk plush to add to my relatively small collection.
Wanting to play with stuffed animals like I'm a 3-4 year old again.
Do I know anyone in Minneapolis-St Paul and/or Duluth?
I'm really glad you like it love. I miss you.
just became aware of this--the regime wants to clear-cut massive chunks of Oregon's old growth forests in the name of timber production.
you have until March 23rd to comment.
i know we have endless fucking things to scream at politicians about--this is an important one too.
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This thread is now dedicated to organizing aid for trans refugees
If you need help or have help to offer, please @ me
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That sounds very rough, and I'm sorry you're going through that. Getting to the bottom of something like that is a long journey; figuring out what is the root of what is causing you to feel that misery that you need to drink for. If you need someone to talk to please reach out. My DMs are open.
Not sure if people got the reference heh...
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