ikuta semi 3x3 of manga featuring majin neuro and narutaru is beautiful -- really fun 3x3 choice by her all around, but neuro and narutaru are my favorites; keep thinking about buying a bunch of books, just to feel a little bit of something; in a VN mood; accidentally watched magical raising project
the accumulation endured in life is the more painful part than just being born, there is so much to accumulate endlessly without choice, i can:t even pluck daniela or dieth outta my head; i saw veggie pizza stars on sale while shopping for store supplies after work, and got them; finished a book
today time change nearly made me late; at the store after work my hands were still burning from degreaser and everyone in the store was noticing, infatuated, with the degreaser; if i could not ever have known my mom or anyone else i:d not have to worry about them dying and could die gently my self
the writing project is still a lot of fun when i can get into the mindset for it, and it is one of the worst things i have written; writing for it is mostly just the process of "just delve into endless detail about a topic no one would ever care about" but i like that, it:s like a puzzle
i:ve been writing with the hope of finishing the final edit (of the first part) of the litrpg project by end of this following week; i:ve been in a very lonely mood again; i:ve started reading pale by wildbow and have been enjoying it, i like wildbow:s writing, worm was so vivid; going through noir
for the sabbath this week
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it:s a BEE TRAIN spring, and maybe infinite summer is coming, soon, too; i need to figure my next book to read -- i feel like baseball, NYRB just released reprint of universal baseball association, and i want to do Underworld, too; but i have more gifts; some nonfiction, but tsukasa in the morning
i haven:t taken any glass medicine at all this month and interpersonally i feel FANTASTIC(!); when i think of books i get excited and feel rejuvenated, when i think of tsukasa i feel deeply intimate, when i think of death i feel horrified, when i think of others i feel very soft; (my skin itches)
the sabbath is tomorrow, i:ve been very gracious in prayers but i:ve been taking it for poisons sake, and, though i:m thinking clearly, enough to finish two books already this month, there is so much poison out in the light lately; if i settle, the poison settles, and i can:t think anymore; no fever
i:d like to get to some finishing point for the litrpg project this month, i:d been writing to it each morning so far and some evenings while rewatching noir and .hack//sign, normally afraid to watch //sign because i think i:ll make it dirty but the weather is clean in the morning, + i think clearly
Message from Tadayo: Good things come to those who wait.
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finally, i can be home and wash from hands and feet soaked in degreaser
my monthly subscriber post is done, and posted; thank you again for everyone who supports me -- it means the world to me, thank you; and, even if you just read my stuff: that means the world to me, too, thank you
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fanart of my favorite binding of isaac character, bael
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just being driven crazy by it all lately; 3
still did not finish; didn:t finish it last night so i figured to scrap it again; what scares me lately is the pictures and the noises -- say, they:re in both, what more: about incitement to act; i keep am driven to act; say: to externalize anything is being fed upon by the bugs in the picture/noise
drew this for some person replying to old tumblr posts, thought it was sweet
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to my lover dear, i can:t finish it; i have to work early in the morning
my lover whom i love; turn to me my muzzle; my lover whom i love more than all else, to you i am a slave, to you i have lost my sense and my soul; my lover to whom i love, inside the noise there is a screen of many insects that drive me crazy and lay themselves into my food; to my lover whom i love,
the gun can NOT shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can NOT shoot into its own muzzle; the gunnm; the gunnm; i am behind two weeks of blood owed; i owe two weeks of blood; the gun can NOT shoot into its own muzzle because it is the TISSUE; the gun is stopped by the TISSUE; the gunnm; the gunnm
the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; i finished a book this week; i wrote a lot this morning; i am behind on blood; my prayers are no good at all
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the programming for this weeks 8th day sabbath, wasn:t sure if i would make a post for it since i posted the image alone last night, but here it is again, all the same
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saw ropefuel post this morning and was so surprised i made fanart; very happy about the .hack news, i hope it gets so popular that all the old fans grumble about how new blood are misinterpreting this or that or something else silly like that; be popular! make money! grow! grow! go .hack! mail today
bought snoopy doll after work today because lonely; there:s a christian-themed peanuts calendar at a shop i clean and i flip it to the correct date while cleaning and at some point peanuts started to feel very precious to me; poisonous wicked roach in me to even want to write, worse to surrender; it
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master listener; master listener; master listener; master listener
