Fairfax Fawkes

Link seems to be expired! I'd love to join!

Sketch for @forgottendreamers.bsky.social

one of the sketches I did tonight on my twitch account. :)

Currently starting up on Twitch and open for IMMEDIATE sketch comms.

www.twitch.tv/FaustTTV

Twitch Twitch is the world

So I'm going to be streaming on Twitch inna bit. I do the Vtuber thing, but I'm not Fairfax on it.

I'm gonna be running a special on $50 color wash sketches. I mainly do horror art, but I can throw my hat in on other styles.

Trying to make rent! :)

twitch.tv/FaustTTV

9PM Pacific

I just need to find my space again, except this time if someone wants to be a jerk to me about existing there, I won't concede it again.

I've been on an art journey, relearning how to draw with my motor issues in my hands and fingers. Even been doing some commissions, although cartooning is still not as strong suit. Almost three years since I picked up a stylus for the first time.

I'm content and still improving.

I know me posting about how I'm more disabled now, publicly is going to eventually get back to them, and I fully expect them to have a good laugh at my expense about it, and frankly... That says so much about them than me.

I left the majority of the fandom and the Toon Fur community behind because a couple folks had chips on their shoulders about me, and made it clear I wasn't welcome in certain groups.

Took me a while to accept that, longer still to accept that they don't speak for those entire groups.

Life update for y'all since I have been mostly radio silent the past few years.

Body has been getting worse, basically having to be a full time streamer to pay my share of the rent, as a bit to disabled to do normal stuff and the job market sucks

Still happily married, still trying my best.

I've been going through a lot in the past few years.

Lot of bad, and working through it.

You know...

I think I'm ready to be more active here.

After some of the bs from the past few years almost drove me fully away from various communities I used to feel safe and seen, I think I feel comfortable enough in my ink to be seen again.

Back Atcha!

art I did on my twitch stream, can follow me there at twitch.tv/FaustTTV or here at @faust.gay

I'm fully aware, it's more lamenting the concept of so many being taken in by something and willing to make statements throwing the basis of the community's origins out the window because 'new/shiny/instant gratification'.

what about... several bellies?

The fact that I'm in a Greymuzzle discussion group that's been having a civil war for WEEKS about AI art is infuriating.

The fact there is a chunk of furries, older ones who've been around, throwing the very artists who are the foundation of the fandom under the bus, I want to scream.

*gestures to a wide array of pies*

Are you ready for your fitting, sir?

*taps mic*

Toons.

I may have a new fav Kitsune Kit pic.

et viola, you say...

Don't give them a dime. BTC is untraceable and they will just demand more.

Don't lean on the ethics of your thieves.

Just contact Steam / Twitter / Discord and I'd also do a thorough cleanse on your computer in case they are using keyloggers or a backdoor into your system.

@kresblain.bsky.social *HUG*
Are you secured here? A bunch of your accounts seem comprimised. Need to know where it is safe to contact.

Thing is, I like happy go lucky silly stuff. Pies n anvils sort of thing.

On the other glove, I'm a -HUGE- horror nerd and would be posting a bunch of that stuff too.

Finally, I like a bit of risque stuff, and I'm very outspoken on my opinions.

Folks I know are used to 1 maybe 2 of these, not all

So, trying to figure out exactly what sort of vibes I want to lay down here.

I mean do I do my normal silly stuff AND AD posts?

I really want to embrace this fresh start and curate a place where I'm happy, not just trying to people please.

I'm a weird lil fella, after all is said and done.

Like, I know it's still early days here, but it feels kinda refreshing to purge the bs out and start fresh.

*hugs you in fox* :D

WOOHOO!

Outside of a few random posts I don't mind existing on it. I've nuked my Twitter, and done my final log out on the platform.

*stretches out* I think I'll like it here.

Boy howdy, cleaning out a several years old Twitter account is for the birds.

I think I'm about 1/2 done with replies, I think my media feed is fully cleaned out, and 99% of my posts are gone.