I’m stuck in an endless loop of hopelessness and misfortune making me suffer. I don’t know what to do. I need to bring music back to my life. It’s the only thing that helped but the metaphorical storm has been raging for the last 3-4 years and I’ve set music to the side. Time to change.
29.07.2025 11:31
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I’m hanging by the neck, holding on to what seems like a nonexistent dream. Frivolous and fruitless.
08.07.2025 22:38
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Dead And Gone (In Memory Of) [Prod. Boyfifty]
A song that's going to be on my up and coming EP/Mixtape. Figured I'd share it now. I'm proud of this one.
Dead And Gone (In Memory Of) [Prod. Boyfifty] by Shadow Alchemist on #SoundCloud
on.soundcloud.com/nQfpPKaU22Jn...
Keep a bottle cold for me my friends, we will hug and smile again some day.
#theshadowalchemist #music #rap #hiphop #indie #independentartist#suiciderap #horrorcore #DarkRap
07.07.2025 17:19
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Wasteland Flow (Saga 1) [Prod. Nxnja]
Something new that is a little darker than normal. I decided to make some tracks with no singing like I used to do. Straight forward. I'm also finishing up old songs that are darker and I couldn't bri
Wasteland Flow (Saga 1) [Prod. Nxnja] by Shadow Alchemist
#SoundCloud
on.soundcloud.com/fC2ZZFpfw8Oz...
Conversing with demons one journey at a time.
#theshadowalchemist #music #rap #hiphop #indie #independentartist #$hotgunSaga #$hotgunPart2 #suiciderap #horrorcore #DarkRap #boombap #NxnjaMusic
07.07.2025 17:06
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“Cattle die, kinsmen die,
the self must also die;
but glory never dies,
for the man who is able to achieve it.
Cattle die, kinsmen die,
the self must also die;
I know one thing which never dies:
the reputation of each dead man.”
~Havamal, verses 76-77.
07.07.2025 05:11
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#horrorcore #DarkRap
13.11.2024 00:29
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Old but gold. It’s been a few years since Idid this freestyle, but I’m probably going to get back at it again.
#theshadowalchemist #music #rap #hiphop #indie #independentartist #$hotgunSaga #$hotgunPart2 #suiciderap
13.11.2024 00:27
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My Whole World Is Crumbling
This is a mixtape I decided to make in honor of Suicide Awareness Month. As a survivor and someone who still struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts, this goes out to those who are still going
My Whole World Is Crumbling by Shadow Alchemist on #SoundCloud
on.soundcloud.com/ji3RVTspcUq6...
“My whole world is crumbling, my whole world is falling down. My existence is useless, but somehow i still hold this crown.”
#music #indie #independentartist #rap #hiphop #horrorcore #suiciderap
12.11.2024 18:58
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The Legend
A song I did with my dude Aequitas from Philly.
on.soundcloud.com/kJTaHpCEYPzd...
First song I ever made, figured it would be fitting for my first post here.
#music #thelegend #theshadowalchemist #rap #hiphop #horrorcore #indie #independentartist
12.11.2024 18:15
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