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Princess Tulip

[Unexpressed]

Shame. Emptiness. Aimlessness. Silence. Isolation.
Once coming for sake of expression, now frozen in a shutdown.
No desires, no tears.

Sketchy thing from 2024. Now it feels even more relevant...

Autism and OCD are not in fact cutesy, my ass is sobbing at 11pm and trying not to go into a full fledged disruptive breakdown cuz my fucking heart monitor sticker feels like it's On Wrong but I don't have enough extras to just get a new one

I want to paint
Body and brain want to lay down
But I don't
And it's pissing me off

It's fuckin wimdy, I'm finding out just how many people have fucked up eating due to not being allowed to have leftovers/'waste' food, and what the fuck are payment processors on

It's almost 10pm but it's a whole 71 degrees outside

Oh it is
Too warm
I sweat like a middle school boy after a certain temperature so I can confirm it is too warm

I have quoted that A Few Too Many Times within the past few days

tem push

I got a heart monitor

Treehouse

I am ok

Not mentally

But it is just for ekg

Hopital :(

I knits a little hat

I keep thinking about a talk I saw at a conference last November (and getting angry and combative over and over). An older guy was presenting his research on widespread butterfly declines. He ended the talk by just saying "I'm very worried." I'm very worried, too.

and Nixon (Watergate)!

It's important to remember that not a single thing Black Gryph0n or SaberSpark's defenders have been "debunked."

It's always either they just disagree, and claim that makes something untrue, or they make things up entirely.

"heh, we match"
#undertale #undertaleAU #Gijinka #DoctorMegalo #Sans #Papyrus

Mosquitos

Bee Princess and Wasp Knight

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Daylight savings can die, I work in an hour, it should be 9am but it's 10am, I'm so tired

With my flavor of OSDD comes so much brain fog that it's hard to tell for sure who we have and who's up front, so I wound up with the Blurry Puppeteer System, but I had an old Internet friend named Blurry, so I switched it to an -ie which felt way better. Blurrie for short it is

I think the thing about the Internet is that it's never really been for minors, so we've had to carve out our own niches. However it is mildly annoying how quickly it can change at times, especially in the art segments, cuz most of us are just here to think it's neat

design sheet for kael, a white and pale dusty blue dragon guy with a prosthetic hand, wings, and a sharp attached tail tip. there is a halfbody sketch included of him pulling down his goggles in order to inject somebody offscreen with glowing green liquid.

kael's reference sheet showing off his outfit of lab-coat and scrubs front and back along with his medical bag, some of his tools, and medicines/poisons. text on the side reads: dragon male wings are prosthetic, hook up at shoulderblades and can be swapped out or removed smooth talker experiments on others for own entertainment

I have been slowly slowly working through my commissions over the last month! This is the biggest one finished so far- a super funky unethical dragon guy 83

commission for @sreyals.bsky.social !!

/pos btw I'm very happy about this

One of the few times I draw a canon character With Color and I'm still fuckin drooling

Hey elder siblings, who's up watching their youngers follow a disturbingly similar route to oneself and desperately wishing there was smth they could do about it, more than just "hey slow the fuck down"