Marshall M.Div

(I also barely learned to swim even w/ lessons so idk what that says about me from a standpoint of life skills and my lack of ability but that’s a convo for another day)

Hi embarrassed to ask but also literally who cares. I literally never learned to ride a bike. Even as a kid. Ya know how you’re supposed to fall down a bunch and then learn to steady yourself? 3+ years of trying as a kid and I never could balance. Is it a lost cause or is it worth trying again?

What if instead of a birthday trip, I just attend professional and academic conferences over the next year, that way I don’t feel like I’m being wasteful with my time but I’m still going places and doing things?

I still cross myself and say “In nomine patri, et filii, et spiritu sancti” at the altar rail after receiving Eucharist. You can take the Episcopalian out of Catholic school but…😹

Sitting here and waiting for class to start and while I’m normally excited for class and all that…I just can’t feel excited today. Haven’t felt that in a hot minute. And I’m sleeping more. And eating less. Depression sucks yall.

Catherine Bell’s “Ritual Theory, Ritual Practice” was my go-to in undergrad and seminary.

And not to be a downer but like…I finalized my divorce a couple months ago. The loneliness is definitely not helping tbh…especially when I’m working 30+ hours a week b/w two jobs, doing school, AND the world’s on fire. It’s all a very bad combination.

Anyone else’s depression getting like 10x worse lately? Idk if it’s the news cycle or just my general life but it all feels so heavy rn.

“Send the children to the fire
Sons and daughters stack the pyre
Stoke the flame of the empire
Live to lie another day”
- Now You’ve Got Something To Die For // Lamb Of God

Been listening to the amazing 2004 anti-war album, Ashes Of The Wake, all week so far and I hate how relevant it is.

A teenage boy talking about self pleasuring in front of coworkers, all but myself happening to be women? Yeah no not on my damn watch. Straight to management I go with that one.

Good thing some US colleges are closing their Religious Studies departments—definitively not “useful” at all or an area of expertise that might be relevant for understanding our present…

So I was at my ⭐️Bux job extra late last night cause my 18 year old coworker was being stalked by someone in our lobby AND someone apparently came by and shot at our store (no one was hurt thankfully). Pls pray for her. Shes a single mom caught up with some not very good people.

“I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherf*cker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything”

Blasting “Everything Ends” off Slipknot’s Iowa record because our country is devolving into chaos at the hands of the world’s worst version of the people with truck nuts on the back of a squatted F350…

That it may please thee to make wars to cease in all the world; to give to all nations unity, peace, and concord; and to bestow freedom upon all peoples,

We beseech thee to hear us, good Lord.

Stephen Fry’s “Troy” has to be one of my favorite tellings of the Trojan War. Listened to it over the past several weeks and throughly enjoyed his discussion of various topics and themes addressed in the story!

The American Library Association strongly denounces new federal book banning legislation proposed in Congress. Call your Reps. Tell them to oppose H.R. 7661. Capitol switchboard: 202-224-3121 American Library Association, Show Up For Our Libraries

"Parents, not politicians, should guide their children’s reading. In our school, campus, and public libraries, materials are selected by trained literacy professionals who understand child development and community needs. Their work is grounded in one clear purpose: helping young people become lifelong readers. H.R. 7661 isn’t fundamentally about protecting kids. It’s about giving politicians broad authority to restrict whose stories are allowed on the shelves. That should concern anyone who believes in the freedom to read and the right of families to make decisions for themselves.” - ALA President Sam Helmick

"Rather than targeting librarians and teachers, Congress should invest in them. The Right to Read Act offers a better path, supporting well-staffed and well-resourced school libraries, strengthening evidence-based literacy instruction, and protecting the dedicated professionals who help young people discover books that open doors and expand horizons. When we trust families, support educators, and protect the freedom to read, our young people thrive.” - ALA President Sam Helmick.

NEW: ALA strongly denounces new federal book banning legislation introduced in Congress, HR 7661.

As ALA President Sam Helmick said, "Parents, not politicians, should guide their children's reading." Call your Rep and tell them to oppose this new bill.

More from ALA: www.ala.org/news/2026/02...

Alrighty friends, librarians and theologians alike, I’m looking to both do a panel and then likely an academic paper on the intersections (and diversions) of theological and library ethics. I’d like to tap as many brilliant folks as possible for this. Who should I read and/or ask for their help?? ⚓️

Yeah it’s just a generic parish potluck. I’m thinking either a vegetarian Levantine rice dish or vegetarian chili! Now to decide on whether to make just enough or enough to feed a small army. Maybe I could email and ask how attendance was tonight and base it on that?

So I missed tonight’s Lenten potluck event because I straight up forgot that it was even happening. However I’m planning to make time next week to go. Thing is…idk what to bring or how many people will be there. Do I go simple and playful or fun and big? Help I haven’t done a potluck in years! ⚓️

I accidentally signed up for a 7 AM Pilates class at my gym in their app while putting my phone in my pocket after looking at available classes for the week and I guess I could cancel it but also I need to become social so let’s see how it goes waking up at 6 AM to go to the gym. 🤷‍♂️

Yeah. I mean I’ve had bad experiences with the process but I truly believe you need to hear from priests at this stage who bring joy and love to their ministry.

I haven’t had great experiences in the process and would NEVER tell someone to seek out negative opinions like that. I hope you keep them in your prayers and follow up with priest that bring joy and light to their ministry.

My late father had me watch “The Mission”, “Becket”, and “The Apostle” all in one weekend. Very different vibes from each but all important to my future faith formation!

I’ve been saying this so much!! In my academic libraries class we keep talking about “return on investment” as if it’s not a thing we should fight against but rather we must accept and work within. Maybe I’m just too naive to understand but I don’t think accepting the status quo here is very smart.

A logical outcome of seeing higher education as merely credentialing rather than formative is to look for shortcuts to achieve the credential.

I took sleep meds for the first time in weeks and then I woke up too late for church on the first Lenten Sunday that happens to also be the bishop’s visit mere weeks before I meet with the associate rector to discuss the ord process after being MC for my uncle’s funeral yesterday. 🙃🙃🙃

Like my mother desperately doesn’t want it to be “too serious” but like…idk dude death and the grief that comes with losing someone is pretty damn serious to me and I want to honor that and give space for it.

I’m the MC for my uncle’s funeral Saturday and while he never gave instructions, the rest of the family seems to want it to be “happy with a side of Jesus” so I’m doing as I’m told but idk…happy funerals feel weird to me.

Desmond Tutu once said “if you remain neutral in the face of injustice then you are on the side of the oppressor” and I think about that so often as I’m in this library program. ⚓️