If you think stealing something you never paid for and having a digital copy for either a backup or ease of access is anywhere near the same thing dont talk to me.
If you think stealing something you never paid for and having a digital copy for either a backup or ease of access is anywhere near the same thing dont talk to me.
apparently my hot take today is: its okay to acquire questionable sourced copies of digital media as long as, and only if, you have paid for a physical (or other format) copy at least once, esp. if you still have said physical media.
I honestly have no idea what the people who love me even see in me but I wish I could fucking see it, too. if even just for a fleeting moment. iust five seconds of not fucking hating myself would go so hard rn.
2025 can get fucked
a cartoonish illustration of a mushroom, red-capped with pink spots, with purple slime oozing down it in several places. The sky behind the mushroom is a lovely shade of twilight: dark purple with touches of pink and orange, and the grass it sits in is a singular undetailed field of green.
Anyway heres a lil mushy I been drawing while bored out of my restless and crumbling mind.
In the meantime all I can do is lay in bed & torturously force myself to microdose house cleaning while fist fighting my attachment/abandonment issues as im being micro ghosted by the overwhelmed and burnt out girl i fell in love with because I live in her phone and she hates her phone. I hate this.
Currently out of work due to a car accident, conveniently right as I was on the upswing from my worst pain flare up this decade. So now I can neither drive my car, nor use my body to do work. Waiting so damn impatiently for insurance to determine if its totaled.
Anyway, life update. This year has been one for the personal history books. to date, the worst fucking years I have managed to drag my beaten and battered body and soul through.
I really need to actively attempt to use this site more than bunk ass meta apps, but i am dumb and habitual in my scrolling. I miss the vibes here tho
I dont have amy thoughts ever
Okarun?
I'd rather give a hundred second chances to someone who doesnt deserve them than be someone who stops trying to see the best in people.
It got colder and I grabbed my jacket off the passenger side seat without really looking while gtting out of my car and they had gotten tangled in the coat a flew out into the road and all i could find was the case. At least I can replace the buds instead of buying a whole new set eventually
On todays epidsode of thats oh so typically Mier, I took my headphones Keychain OFF the outside of my bag belts so I wouldn't lose em while dashing. Which made me lose them
2025 will go down in history as a year
If thats the kind of care you give to people you love when they obviously are having a hard time and explicitly directly asked for comfort and support, we have very different definitions of care and support.
I went and did my shit and tried to not think about the stuff thats been making me sad, and after 12 hours of homework door dash and not enough dishes, not even a how are you, have a good night, talk to you tomorrow
32 years. 32 fucking years. Almost fucking 33 years, and I finally sliced my finger open, not using a knife, but fucking washing one.
Sorry to any of my neighbors who may have heard my expletive outburst but also you're welcome for any colorful new combinations you picked up. Yaaaay
I got the go ahead from my collaborator to release these two songs as-is. So check out these rough metalcore demos we made.
Listen to How To Train Your Girlfriend (Bedroom Sessions Demo EP) - Can You Just Die, My Darling?, an album by grassgoth on #SoundCloud
on.soundcloud.com/g9CAP9T05o73...
I dragged a file from my SFTP file browser into a local rclone mount of the same folder and now I have 143 missed calls from CERN should I be worried?
I honestly have no idea what temperature this take is, but Iron Blooded Orphans is the best Gundam
Who up bonking they milk?
meta is such fkn garbage i swearr
Did meta get you too 😭
Me: *finally stops listening to Hot Mully for hours a day*
Tades Sanville holding a new single chasing me down the sidewalk: GET THE FUCK BACK HERE U LIL SHIT
The way Tades says "Im sorry" in that shit-ass whiny emo voice really does something for me.
So that was a fucking lie
Who let's me post shit like this
You bsky just like me fr lmao
A grisly panel from a manga in which the main character is proclaiming his love to a girl while slamming her face into a moving train killing her. The image is used as album art on soundcloud for an EP named "How To Train Your Girlfriend."
Came up with a title for my rough demo EP. I have determined someone should revoke my access to the world wide web.