Or it chokes me/gets stuck in my armpit from how long it is πππ
Or it chokes me/gets stuck in my armpit from how long it is πππ
Dammit I can't sleep. My mind keeps running around thinking of wedding planning π₯Ί
I reference this all the time and no one ever gets it π
About to have a midnight snack of plain Greek yogurt to take my antidepressants with #girldinner
desperately need to leave this country and live in a small cottage in edinburgh
I need to make it a point to leave the house tomorrow, I think I need sunshine π¬
That question is a bit easier to answer: I'm a helper, and I love it. I know I was called to do this (though I don't know by whom/what). It's always felt right and has given me a sense of pride and strength; until recently.
Everything feels steeped in anhedonia and drenched in nihilism. Everything means nothing. Nothing means anything. And I don't care. No one cares. And what's my lot in all this? Do I have a purpose here? What role do I play?
Even the smallest aspects of caring for myself have slipped into the chasm of what I assume is burnout. I can't brush my hair. I can't change my shirt. Cooking for myself seems pointless. Conversations with loved ones feel aimless. I'd rather be asleep at all times.
But my heart IS a tender one, or a "bleeding" one, to quote those people who have always told me I'm too much. So what do I do now, in a time where the smallest tasks seem insurmountable? In a time where self-care and self-love are finally prioritized, I can't seem to keep up.
My heart is heavy today. I don't know why; there isn't any outward reason for it. None that have recently changed drastically enough to account for the added weight, anyway. As if the current world we live in isn't enough to break anyone's heart, tender or not...
I'm gonna spam post my feelings rn
All this discourse about Annabelle being moved around is HILARIOUS when you know that the Warrens were essentially scam artists π
Springtails everywhere in my house and I can't sleep bc I imagine them creepy crawling all over me π
26 years ago today, βSpongeBob SquarePantsβ aired on Nickelodeon.
I got the exact same cards in a single pack today, I was SHOOK π
And also because I've fallen in love with Ma Dong-seok
Great now I can't sleep. Not because I'm scared but because I'm SAD
Sleep with one eye open you sexy mother fuckers.... I'm coming to boop that snoot
Also I miss my fiance
Send good vibes, I'm watching Train to Busan for the first time tonight βοΈ
I love my delusions
I'm so tired of the fact that anywhere we go now, someone is trying to sell us something extra. Online, in person, at the grocery store, on the street. People are walking around door to door selling solar panels and window replacements and security cameras. I just want to live, not buy
A photo of a tube of blue lipstick.
What reminds you of your mother?
After her mother died from liver cancer, Ishiuchi Miyako attempted to cope with what she described as βa grief surpassing imaginationβ by photographing her motherβs possessions.
depression is v rough today lol
I'm about to rage out from the blatant crimes my body is committing against me. Why does anyone need 3 periods in 6 weeks???????