oh no even just this allusion makes me so sad! itβs like a world of perversion without perverts, which is to say, a goddamn travesty
@sidbranca
i make & study moving images, the pervertβs medium ππ©Έ πΉ they/them. MontrΓ©al & Chicago. phd researcher into horror, experimental ποΈ & πΌ , cinema depictions of stage performance, & the history of clowns in film. director of https://quietinthehouse.com
oh no even just this allusion makes me so sad! itβs like a world of perversion without perverts, which is to say, a goddamn travesty
image of Mechthild GroΓmann and Udo Kier in Seduction: The Cruel Woman. she is dressed in sparkling black, leaning over him as he kneels on the floor looking up at her with those beautiful, pleading eyes. he's so sad-eyed tormented pretty in this film, it's breathtaking.
went to a screening of Seduction: The Cruel Woman (1985) at @musicboxtheatre.bsky.social last night and wow wow wow, shoutout to @muscledistribution.bsky.social
fellow sickos, it's on criterion channel for now
i remember liking this one when i read it in maybe 2007, curious as to your thoughts!
sometimes i feel like i would have been put on this earth to be a slutty genderqueer rick steves yet i was born too late, cursed to the utter indignity of social media
oh Katie, i am so incredibly sorry. a family friend who might be helpful to talk to is sometimes in NY, iβll ask about where in the world she is at the moment. iβll be thinking of you and your family.
had a funny miscommunication moment today regarding a pizza/salad situation wherein i very sincerely but perhaps obnoxiously went βohhhhhh you meant ranch for the PIZZA because we are in the MIDWESTβ
i think itβs always good to ask for clarification of an exact date/time with this, because iβve had there be confusion before with people interpreting βmoved upβ in opposite ways
yeah ignore the typo there's a lot of copy/pasting and chaotic reformatting involved in tracking these lol
i've been posting my reading logs over on an instagram story highlight (sidbranca) but oops haven't been posting them here, but if anyone is curious, here are the Things I Read Last Week
need this so bad
i listen to this song like once a week at least
shit i gotta turn the tv back on huh
i do *not* have the disposition (or annoying editing style) for youtube, which does mean you all are deprived/spared my making videos of "what i packed personal item only for two and a half weeks of winter travel" etc, but if you do want a text/photo thread of such a thing i guess let me know lol
sometimes i think about how little money i would need for my silly little life beyond rent, food, and medical care, if i simply had sponsorships from various rail companies and various bitter liqueurs
today's word problem is how to:
- stay in chicago until at least the morning of march 14 so i can participate in a very cool screening event on 3/13 (i'll post soon)
- be back in montreal some day/time before 11am 3/17
- spend *as little $ as possible* (but very willing to do utter nonsense)
one of those days where i have tabs open for Amtrak, Via Rail, Megabus (US & Canada), Flixbus, Greyhound, United, Air Canada, & maps while i figure out the cheapest possible way to get from one place to another within a specific couple of days
in a parallel universe i was a stunning travel blogger
the photograph seems like the wrong medium for this question tbh, because surely one needs to know the heft of the fork?
at a loss of what to say that isnβt just like, grumbling expletives. sending your friends a good thought
everything feels so early 2000s these days (incredibly derogatory), so i am trying to at least remain grateful for the many freedoms afforded by being in my late 30s this time around instead of 14-19 years old
when i canβt sleep i sometimes listen to the Ian McKellen audiobook of the Odyssey, i find the repetition of phrases and descriptions of wine pouring very lulling i guess?
this person has written a whole book on horror π¬
this is certainly the first time i've ever used the typing annotation function in Zotero to write "GIRL, WHAT?!?"
not naming names because i will likely encounter this scholar in a professional situation soon, and should perhaps voice my intense disagreement in either an academic article or a collegial conversation instead of an enraged series of posts before i have finished my coffee, but mannnnnn
it's been a while since i read academic film criticism that i was intensely, personally offended by, but the wild misreading of Hellraiser and Nightbreed as sexually conservative(?!?!) i encountered this morning is making me feel actually insane
lmao not sorry at all tbh
sorry to be a cinephile pervert on main multiple times today, but as a kid i was low key obsessed with this weird film and its queeny villain who, if i recall correctly, hypnotized the beautiful mom & also kept buff dudes imprisoned in his surrealist musical torture basement to do manual labor
i honestly believe that it is a blessing to embrace being a pervert and the pursuit of mutual consensual perverse desire, but man it sure does add some stuff to the already messy navigation of relationships sometimes
oops i am once again Oversharing About My Sex Life on Letterboxd Without Really Talking About the Craft of the Film
letterboxd.com/sidbranca/fi...
I sadly was too swamped with PhD stuff to participate in this (I am still agonizing over what my list would be!! and Mattie if you do this again next year, I promise I will get it together in time!!), but what a list of bangers
yes the experimental short film i finished the rough cut of not too long ago *is* called βIn the Absence of Devotionβ