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OMFG his vest having drink related stuff is GOLD!!!! This is so freaking goodddd

07.03.2026 21:37 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Had to celebrate finishing up the first arc of my fic by drawing some updated โ€œcoverโ€ art. SOAP the man that you areโ€ฆ #johnsoapmactavish #ghostsoap #ghoap

07.03.2026 21:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 384 ๐Ÿ” 93 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 24 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Sketch from a Magma session tonight โœจ #ghostsoap #ghoap

05.03.2026 05:34 ๐Ÿ‘ 448 ๐Ÿ” 71 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โค๏ธโค๏ธ
#Ghoap

02.03.2026 11:37 ๐Ÿ‘ 396 ๐Ÿ” 73 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Iโ€™m so excited to share the final chapter of Cowboys Are Frequently Secretly Fond of Each Other!

This has been such a fun journey, and Iโ€™m so happy I got to share this story with yโ€™all! I hope you enjoy the last chapter :)

#ghostsoap #CallofDuty

27.02.2026 17:45 ๐Ÿ‘ 130 ๐Ÿ” 17 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This appeared at least 5 times for me and every single one I zoom in on them I I just MELT

28.02.2026 18:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

That's heaven right there

26.02.2026 11:34 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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A bit of process.

#Ghoap #ghostsoap

23.02.2026 17:01 ๐Ÿ‘ 247 ๐Ÿ” 42 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Valiants ghoap pirates ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ

24.02.2026 10:24 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Everything about this makes me so happy, Pup Soap, Bear Price, FOX GAZZZZZZ na Ghost with his bitten ear ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

22.02.2026 16:01 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Ghost looks hot there I said it

22.02.2026 14:31 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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some 80's ghoap :)

soap threw a birthday party for ghost! its his first actual time celebrating a birthday. ghost doesnt like his smile but soap finds his tooth gap so endearing โค๏ธ

#ghoap #soapghost

12.02.2026 02:11 ๐Ÿ‘ 443 ๐Ÿ” 94 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 16 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

I'm devastated this is so beautiful ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญโค๏ธโค๏ธ

21.02.2026 19:19 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Wrote one chapter we're so back

20.02.2026 18:10 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Im alive! its coming back! drew this to go with the "Soap using ghosts pecs as stress balls"
#art #ghoap #simonghostriley #johnsoapmactavish

18.02.2026 22:56 ๐Ÿ‘ 402 ๐Ÿ” 59 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Reversed ๐Ÿ”€
#ghostsoap #soapghost

20.02.2026 13:38 ๐Ÿ‘ 650 ๐Ÿ” 117 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
ใ€ŒSIMON, HAVE YOU SEEN SOAP?ใ€
๐Ÿ’€ใฎใƒ‡ใ‚นใ‚ฏใซ่จชใ‚ŒใŸ๐Ÿ’ฐ๏ธใŒๅฐ‹ใญใ‚‹ใŒ๐Ÿ’€ใฏใใฃใ‘ใชใใ€ŒNOใ€ใจ็ญ”ใˆใ‚‹ใ€‚ใใ‚“ใช๐Ÿ’€ใฎ่„šใฎ้–“ใซๅบงใ‚Š่พผใฟใ€ๅคงใใชๅคชใ‚‚ใ‚‚ใซ้ ญใ‚’ไน—ใ›ใฆ็œ ใ‚‹๐Ÿงผใ€‚

ใ€ŒSIMON, HAVE YOU SEEN SOAP?ใ€ ๐Ÿ’€ใฎใƒ‡ใ‚นใ‚ฏใซ่จชใ‚ŒใŸ๐Ÿ’ฐ๏ธใŒๅฐ‹ใญใ‚‹ใŒ๐Ÿ’€ใฏใใฃใ‘ใชใใ€ŒNOใ€ใจ็ญ”ใˆใ‚‹ใ€‚ใใ‚“ใช๐Ÿ’€ใฎ่„šใฎ้–“ใซๅบงใ‚Š่พผใฟใ€ๅคงใใชๅคชใ‚‚ใ‚‚ใซ้ ญใ‚’ไน—ใ›ใฆ็œ ใ‚‹๐Ÿงผใ€‚

The place where Soap feels most at peace in the world ๐Ÿ˜Œ
#Ghoap

20.02.2026 12:11 ๐Ÿ‘ 1117 ๐Ÿ” 175 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Sobbing uncontrollably this is so fucking good omfggggggg

31.01.2026 01:47 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
The continuation of the last comic! Soap is at his checkup for his leg. Two weeks have passed since Ghost has been declared MIA, presumed KIA
Doc: "Your leg looks good, Sergeant MacTavish! We'll keep the brace off and you can return to light duty in the morning but make sure you keep using the crutches. You should really get some more sleep as well. And I hear you haven't been eating enough, that needs to change. Doctor's orders."
Soap looks very tired.
Gaz bursts through the door
Gaz: "SOAP!"

The continuation of the last comic! Soap is at his checkup for his leg. Two weeks have passed since Ghost has been declared MIA, presumed KIA Doc: "Your leg looks good, Sergeant MacTavish! We'll keep the brace off and you can return to light duty in the morning but make sure you keep using the crutches. You should really get some more sleep as well. And I hear you haven't been eating enough, that needs to change. Doctor's orders." Soap looks very tired. Gaz bursts through the door Gaz: "SOAP!"

Soap: "I'm not in the mood, Gaz.."
Gaz: "He's back"
Soap: "..What?"
Gaz: "Ghost. They airlifted him in an hour ago, he's in medical. He's alive, mate. Let's go" 
Soap stands
Doc: "Now just wait a minute-"

Soap: "I'm not in the mood, Gaz.." Gaz: "He's back" Soap: "..What?" Gaz: "Ghost. They airlifted him in an hour ago, he's in medical. He's alive, mate. Let's go" Soap stands Doc: "Now just wait a minute-"

Soap and Gaz are running down the hall
Doc: "Your crutches-" 
Soap: "They found him??"
Gaz: "He found them, apparently. Crazy bastard dragged himself to a nearby outpost, I'm not sure what happened"
Doc (at medical): "I'm sorry Sir but I can't let you through. Only authorized personnel and family beyond this point-"
Soap: "I'm his HUSBAND. I'm listed as his next of kin, you can check his file. Now MOVE and tell me what I need to know"

Soap and Gaz are running down the hall Doc: "Your crutches-" Soap: "They found him??" Gaz: "He found them, apparently. Crazy bastard dragged himself to a nearby outpost, I'm not sure what happened" Doc (at medical): "I'm sorry Sir but I can't let you through. Only authorized personnel and family beyond this point-" Soap: "I'm his HUSBAND. I'm listed as his next of kin, you can check his file. Now MOVE and tell me what I need to know"

Doc: "R-right! He's in room 208"
Gaz, staying behind: "Good luck!"
Doc: "The team on-site was able to stop his bleeding but we were told he coded once during surgery. He's recovered enough to be moved at his request. He has several fractured ribs, a hemothorax and multiple lacerations. He should make a full recovery but he's being monitored just to be safe. We had to lightly sedate him since he kept trying to get up and leave."
Soap: "that sounds like Ghost, alright" 
Doc: "You're "Johnny", I assume?"
Soap: "Yea, I am.."
Soap begins to open the room door
Soap: "Thanks, doc"
Doc: "Right! I'll leave you-"
The door slams
Doc: "...to it"

Doc: "R-right! He's in room 208" Gaz, staying behind: "Good luck!" Doc: "The team on-site was able to stop his bleeding but we were told he coded once during surgery. He's recovered enough to be moved at his request. He has several fractured ribs, a hemothorax and multiple lacerations. He should make a full recovery but he's being monitored just to be safe. We had to lightly sedate him since he kept trying to get up and leave." Soap: "that sounds like Ghost, alright" Doc: "You're "Johnny", I assume?" Soap: "Yea, I am.." Soap begins to open the room door Soap: "Thanks, doc" Doc: "Right! I'll leave you-" The door slams Doc: "...to it"

The Proposal (PART2) #ghostsoap

The happy ending I promised! c:

30.01.2026 19:40 ๐Ÿ‘ 762 ๐Ÿ” 158 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 30 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Rewatching a 2014 TV show like it's my salvation โค๏ธ

28.01.2026 13:52 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Holding my tears ๐Ÿ˜ญ

26.01.2026 15:31 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I haven't seen 4 yet ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

26.01.2026 12:22 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It healed my heart at the start like OMFG I'm just like that girl saying girl and kicking my feet with Scott's obsession declaration

Then at the end my heart breaks down and I want to scream and cry

26.01.2026 04:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Heated rivalry episode 3 when I fucking get you!!!

26.01.2026 03:42 ๐Ÿ‘ 11 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
three comic panels, Soap jumping into Ghost's arms and chatting away happily as the other soldiers look at them
Soap: "Ghostie!"
Ghost: "fuckin'ell couldn't take your gear off first?"
Soldier 1: "Is the sergean-"
Soldier 2: "NONE OF OUR BUSINESS"

three comic panels, Soap jumping into Ghost's arms and chatting away happily as the other soldiers look at them Soap: "Ghostie!" Ghost: "fuckin'ell couldn't take your gear off first?" Soldier 1: "Is the sergean-" Soldier 2: "NONE OF OUR BUSINESS"

(5/5)

04.09.2025 20:40 ๐Ÿ‘ 649 ๐Ÿ” 68 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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Gonna finish this when I have some free time #soap #johnsoapmactavish #codmw2 #CallofDutyModernWarfare2 #soapmactavish #wip #soapfanart

24.01.2026 21:25 ๐Ÿ‘ 168 ๐Ÿ” 29 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Small drawing of ghost and slime!soap as a treat before bed

24.01.2026 10:36 ๐Ÿ‘ 126 ๐Ÿ” 18 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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๐Ÿ› #Ghoap #GhostSoap

24.01.2026 09:52 ๐Ÿ‘ 403 ๐Ÿ” 52 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
(Soap flicks his cigarette away)
Soap: Aye well... Not yer fault sir. Happens from time te time, when it stings more than it should. I get over it eventually

Ghost: I never meant it, Johnny

(Soap flicks his cigarette away) Soap: Aye well... Not yer fault sir. Happens from time te time, when it stings more than it should. I get over it eventually Ghost: I never meant it, Johnny

Ghost: I like hearing you yap...

(Ghost turns to face Soap)
Ghost: ... makes things better

Ghost: I like hearing you yap... (Ghost turns to face Soap) Ghost: ... makes things better

For a moment, Soap just stares at Ghost speechless

Soap: Aye? Well, tha's good then, s'what keeps me sane

Ghost: Debatable.

Soap: What is?

Ghost: You being sane.

Soap: Yer one to talk!

Ghost: Never said I was either.

Soap: True that, hehe. That reminds me, I ever tell ye bout the time-

For a moment, Soap just stares at Ghost speechless Soap: Aye? Well, tha's good then, s'what keeps me sane Ghost: Debatable. Soap: What is? Ghost: You being sane. Soap: Yer one to talk! Ghost: Never said I was either. Soap: True that, hehe. That reminds me, I ever tell ye bout the time-

Soap is still sitting on the same crate in some random tucked away corner on base. But now, he chatters away, with Ghost's occasional comments in reply. 

Both of them not alone, in each other's company

Soap is still sitting on the same crate in some random tucked away corner on base. But now, he chatters away, with Ghost's occasional comments in reply. Both of them not alone, in each other's company

Late Night Conversation Pt.2

And here's the final part! :D
#johnsoapmactavish #simonghostriley #ghostsoap #ghoap

28.12.2025 20:39 ๐Ÿ‘ 117 ๐Ÿ” 12 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Soap being this really understanding person and Ghost is like "I'm also in the wrong please don't be so understanding" whilst Ghost shakes him trying to be being angry but he's having a *cuteness aggression moment* because it's Soap

26.10.2025 14:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0