current dick qotd goin around... idk if lugh (the werewolf) should have a dick or not and whether it should be big or not...... the best answer is to do what i've done for everyone not theo which is "vibes, cemented on partner request" but 🧐
sometimes the best positions are where there's no penetration. sometimes people are on a sofa and their clothes are on smh my head
nobody ever considers the lazy queers like me who don't care that much to make a whole thing themself
i wanna make a sex position tier list to shake out the cobwebs and get gears turning but it bugs me there's Man and there's Woman and there's not even one where He/Him (cis) is getting pegged!!! unfiltered tap water ass tier list
Bobe
Doodly sketch of sam kissing werewolf bianca on the snoot
kawaii gfs
#oc #monsterhearts #lesbian
Sam biting bianca
Sam copping a feel on bianca
Sam whispering stuff into bianca's ear
Sam moaning while she gets ate out by bianca
I draw Sam so much that i have a recent compilation of just her side profile uaghwgha
but where is MY lesbian werewolf girlfriend I ask…..
#teratophilia
i shrimply think yonder should want the witch very badly & she probably never fucks him. but she will fuck other people in front of him. and he has to sit there dealing with it. he does Not get to jerk off either. yay!!
wait my third eye opened. the witch and the werewolf (yes they have names but im mentally doing "and the wardrobe" in my head for wee jollies im SICK leave me ALONE) having sex & yonder stumbling upon this but then he's made to watch from the cuck chair
"haha and then what ;)" he sleeps in too long bc they drained him to bits so instead of him leaving out the window they left him first and he wakes up heartsick heehee
ignore my bitchin. listen to me. yonder completely overstimulating a femme. yonder holding their hips down and going to town and then when they either beg for mercy or even better drag him up by his hair off them he cajoles them into letting him go to town w his aether strap for like 2 hrs
again i am neutral on what works for other people but for me none of this is sexy. everyone is horny and no one is erotic type beat
i love my oomfs + my oomfs ocs but the fact there are either moeblobs or buff men on my tl makes me feel insane (negative). part of this is my general brand of ~pervert~ is tame or insane in a 70/30 ratio and another part of this is that most shit just does not hit so i should be making more for Me
even the art n such from the 'super wet & messy every time or it's not hot to me crowd' like... it all bc noise To Me. i feel like if i had some outlet/fiction of my own to read, i'd be less bitchy. so really it's me yelling at myself to write more ha ha
not everybody needs lube but not everybody DOESN'T need lube. some people take forever to warm up. some people don't come at all. "jack you're here just to mad again?" it's more like a shorthand list of things i need to Fix Myself. write more... maybe not real, maybe not honest, bc it's fiction, but
it's not that i'm shy on this one i just don't want to blast some of these words all over the tl: can more fiction, fan or otherwise, kinda...... reevaluate their use of people leaking copious amounts of self-lubrication/pre-come as shorthand for "this person is the most aroused they've ever been"
*unless they've had a discussion that carefully outlines the parameters of their sexual interaction. a contract even. sexuality is not static and tops/bottoms are not the fucking omegaverse
i know this isn't true but i am still becoming convinced that everybody devolving sex to a top vs bottom discussion has never had sex that isn't just them starfished. like what the fuck are you talking about. REAL PPL DONT FUCK LIKE THIS*
i wish people weren't so afraid of saggy asses or tits. cellulite is marketable, either which way. sorry to be on my nsfw just to complain but i'm tired of seeing tight bodies everywhere 😭 "it's wish fulfillment" that's fine but this is about ME wanting to see more of what EYE wanna see 😭😭😭
EXACTLY this. the hypothetical is so easy; trying to make anything substantial of it is a sisyphean task. i know it's just "to do it you must simply do it" but the feeling afterwards is within spitting distance of regretful sex that im like. i would rather die
this is a depressin 🤝 of solidarity but... seriously, why is so hard! especially when there are folks around us who either have similar trauma or enough of their own & yet they're trucking on, determined out of spite. meanwhile our brains lying to us about how we're the grosses of the gross
it out of prurient desire i'd be set! fuckin set even! but i'm not, mb bc i've seen and done it all in my youth & now im tired, and/or bc my brain has body blindness as well as face blindness. idk. i'm frustrated w my own mental blocks making creativity so difficult
this thread brought to you by my main's tl which is full of either big tits & abs, or insanely broad hips, or super sweaty & ms painted onomatopoeia, & i feel flat out ambivalent & sometimes even irritated of the same thing over & over bc it's like, if i could just be into all of this & focused on
i literally do not know how to get rid of the shame, even to just write it. or gpose it. or talk about ocs w friends about it. like it all feels Bad to me, which ofc means im depressed about it, which entrenches the shame.
i just wanna have fun w my characters you know
(meanwhile i was using sex as a maladaptive coping mechanism, mostly punishing myself w men but not always) so now that im older and don't give a shit & want to just write sex as a part of the human condition, EVEN HERE, MY DOMAIN, i'm like "well but why. i should be ashamed of myself."
vanilla, as the pitfall trap of "deviancy." i grew up w them, essentially, & had other friends (&exes Lol) who saw sex as private & not talked about but if it were discovered i was doing it wrong or ~leaving my wheelhouse all of a sudden i was no better than a lecherous pervert
genuinely sometimes think my cptsd from [redacted childhood trauma] broke me irrevocably... but also i would not trade the way i look at bodies & sexuality now for anything in the world? like the shame is insane. i have a sex-negative mother & prev bestie like family who saw(/sees?) sex, unless
Lottie is a cutie 🧡
This illustration is in the second volume of "In the Boudoir" available at Y/CON Paris this week-end!
