mae...2! 🔒🚫 NO RTs

Marisa SF6 💍

Ok which one of you clowns is being funny right now

Had to change my screen name because people will not stop rting my posts even though I have it in my bio not to

bedivere eating popcorn has been my letterboxd icon for years and it feels wrong to change it atp

Every day I go on this site and see posts like “if you hate loli/sho you’re a bad person” let me out please

I really hate the idea that’s so prominent here that having boundaries or being uncomfortable with certain things makes you a cop or something, it’s been terrible for my moral ocd

I need to draw papi in these pants I saw on twt

back to this bc of the subscribe/star censorship stuff to clarify that obviously i dont think anyone should be debanked or deplatformed for creating this kind of content, i just think people creating it do not consider the feelings of people who were victims of it irl and can be rly disrespectful

I’ve had a bad feeling for years that people in the rp community actually hate me and I have no real proof of this but I also have no way to prove it isn’t the case. Feels bad

How do people get invited to rps they keep happening without me and I just stand from a distance and go wow that sure looks fun… wish I was invited…

i screenshotted a page to use as an art reference later and then immediately saved sfw sasuke so it wouldnt be on my desktop at all times

spent like half an hour combing thru fat lesbian zines from the 90s

anyone have any sexy outfits i can draw my ocs in

i only harp on this so much bc i feel like it shows a total disregard for victims of sexual abuse in a way that other fantasy play kinks usually don't but when you point this out to people they get really defensive

it's always "believe victims" until it's something people have a dumb shit anime girl fantasy about, then the victims are just prudish spoilsport pro censorship antis or something

the shit that incest and csa victims have to face online is just sickening like tell me why some very popular artists started launching a harassment campaign against an incest survivor who was like "i don't like that you people keep joking about incest"

Bud

Rasher

Rodeo

then there's kujata who's based on a bunch of different animals so i have to decide which one

Merengue from Animal Crossing

i want to draw my ocs as animal crossing villagers but im not sure if i should make papillon a rhino bc of the horn or if i should make them a different kind of animal

Maybe I should give them a more idol like outfit as an uma but I’m not sure

i should really draw my ocs again but i have not been happy lately so i cant really get myself to do it orz

Zealot's Room #FGO #strangefake #KingZealot

im thinking contrail as a name, i dont have a full fleshed out backstory yet but he's meant to be like kind of a wise, very long-lived character

i posted this last night and deleted it bc i felt bad about spending money but im cringe and free

I generally avoid buying adopts now but one of my dream designs went up for sale and I’m really happy I was able to snag them :] original design by Ed-schnee on toyhouse

oh...just sliding this quick Dame doodle here as well...

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suddenly feeling really insecure about the fact that i have kind of an art spending habit. maybe i should cut back i shouldn't be throwing money around like this when so many people dont have money

The button to turn it off doesn’t even work 😭😭😭😭

Admittedly kind of funny seeing people on twt be like “omg twitter added such a good feature” because they added an option to not let people edit your photos with grok. That should’ve been smth they added when they started letting people edit photos 😭

lately ive just felt like im a really terrible person so i havent really been engaging with people very much. i wish i could get out of my fuck ass job or just disappear or something

im never not thinking about ocs