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09.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 26 ๐Ÿ” 11 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

like i must be able to see through their eyes but still turn to the audience and go 'lmao look at this dude' and third person limited is excellent for this

09.03.2026 07:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i literally drop books with first person POV too so like i cant blame people for having a strong POV-preference but like. i NEED a specific amount of distance between me and this character. right. like. i need to be inhabiting them the way a specter might haunt someone

09.03.2026 07:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
09.03.2026 00:54 ๐Ÿ‘ 1584 ๐Ÿ” 617 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 25 ๐Ÿ“Œ 6
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Choose your goth evil twink ๐Ÿ˜‰ #II_comic

Iโ€™m designing Adrien and Abelโ€™s looks for the bonus chapter in reprint version. Itโ€™ll probly be a short gag episode to (maybe?) comfort readers a little. Set in a modern AU inspired by the original theme. So yes, the doctor is still miserable as ever. ๐Ÿ˜‚

04.03.2026 12:14 ๐Ÿ‘ 30 ๐Ÿ” 4 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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07.03.2026 16:19 ๐Ÿ‘ 438 ๐Ÿ” 372 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9 ๐Ÿ“Œ 5

I think the biggest damage to the art community was the obsolescence of gallery sites (y!, deviantart, etc) and the rise of scroll-by social media, like twitter and even tumblr. Art is not ''content'', you shouldnt need to post art every day (or every month!) to be relevant. This mindset sucks.

04.03.2026 17:56 ๐Ÿ‘ 10160 ๐Ÿ” 4379 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 154 ๐Ÿ“Œ 165

(You rip off the mask of faux concern and itโ€™s just transmedicalism all over again. Amidst this rising wave of violent transphobia, yall are worried whoโ€™s allowed to be in the trans community? Goofy ass behavior. Be in community with your trans siblings or die alone under the patriarchyโ€™s boot)

06.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

(Also also, this is the same guy who seems to think that trans men who donโ€™t go on HRT arenโ€™t actually trans and donโ€™t get a say in trans discourse so why am I even surprised he has takes like โ€œtrans men have male privilege and therefore donโ€™t experience misogynyโ€)

06.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

same for trans men. And anyone else who happens to be on the queer discourse cycle of the decade. People NEED to stop being so weird about trans men discussing our lives and experiences, especially those that are privileged in other areas like wealth or location or race)

06.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

(And also: people forget that male privilege is a deeper concept than just โ€œsometimes people are nicer to you when they donโ€™t know youโ€™re transโ€. If you can recognize that pre-transition and closeted trans women donโ€™t get male privilege simply for looking like cis men then you can acknowledge the

06.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โ€œOh Iโ€™ve never had problems beforeโ€ ok good for you, consider that the reason why youโ€™ve never had problems before was due to the decades of activism and not due to your inherent Male Privilege that came with the he/him pronoun badge thanks

06.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

And then they donโ€™t even talk about the medical transphobia and misogyny double whammy that trans men disproportionally face in the doctorโ€™s office. Affirming doctors are rare and far between and those of us who had okay experiences are fortunate to live in places that have access to this

06.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Bc all it does is allow people to point to it and go โ€œwell weโ€™re just respecting your gender identity by denying your experiences with transphobia and/or misogyny, checkmate liberal!โ€ Like yeah itโ€™s great if *checks notes* sometimes people are nicer if they donโ€™t know youโ€™re trans

06.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Idk just a little pissed off. Itโ€™s like being told they have male privilege is gender affirming for some of these guys, as if this is something anyone should be aspiring towards. Perhaps, and this might be crazy, we shouldnโ€™t tie our gender expression to privilege or disenfranchisement

06.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Like bro is so close to getting it but alas. We seem to have forgotten that transphobia, racism, and misogyny are three branches of the same rotting tree and every flavor of any of these has the others mixed in

06.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Lowkey sick of cis-passing white trans men who insist their experiences are universal and get mad when other trans men who donโ€™t fit in those categories in some way tell them they had a different experience with life like damn dude way to show a complete lack of compassion

06.03.2026 18:02 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A digital drawing of author Maia Kobabe, a white nonbinary person with short brown hair wearing a patterned blue shirt, who scowls while holding up a copy of eir book GENDER QUEER: A MEMOIR. Maia is saying: H.R. 7661 is a national book banning bill which seeks to remove any book that "involves gender dysphoria or transgenderism" from all public schools in the US. This would ban my books, and any other book with trans themes, from public schools. PLEASE call your House Reps and say: NO ON H.R. 7661!

A digital drawing of author Maia Kobabe, a white nonbinary person with short brown hair wearing a patterned blue shirt, who scowls while holding up a copy of eir book GENDER QUEER: A MEMOIR. Maia is saying: H.R. 7661 is a national book banning bill which seeks to remove any book that "involves gender dysphoria or transgenderism" from all public schools in the US. This would ban my books, and any other book with trans themes, from public schools. PLEASE call your House Reps and say: NO ON H.R. 7661!

H.R. 7661 is a national book banning bill which seeks to remove any book that "involves gender dysphoria or transgenderism" from all public schools in the US. This would ban all my books, & any other book with trans themes, from public schools. PLEASE call your House Reps & say: NO ON H.R. 7661!

27.02.2026 20:16 ๐Ÿ‘ 3866 ๐Ÿ” 3254 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 69

ppl who still commission their favourite artists even in this era where everyone is broke and genAI is being pushed on us at every opportunityโ€”you are appreciated more than words can express!!!

05.03.2026 16:10 ๐Ÿ‘ 11700 ๐Ÿ” 4629 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 94

Like in summary itโ€™s giving โ€œtemporarily embarrassed billionaireโ€ from some of these people sometimes. Just get used to being average. Most of us have to be

04.03.2026 02:44 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

And sure, there are many โ€œtipsโ€ you can implement to manipulate the algo or whatever, but none of it matters if you hate what you drew! Do it for the love of the game, not for the money or attention bc frankly, there are more lucrative careers to get into if thatโ€™s all that matters to you

04.03.2026 02:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Ig it could be argued that very popular artists saying โ€œjust draw what you enjoyโ€ is a little bit of survivorship bias. But it also doesnโ€™t necessarily invalidate the adviceโ€”the only way to commit to drawing more is if you actually like what you draw, and the only way to get better is to draw more

04.03.2026 02:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

But eventually I realized: if no one on the internet liked my art no matter what I drew, why wouldnโ€™t I just draw something I actually like instead? Especially if the outcome is basically the fucking same. At least I know for sure that at least *one* person will enjoy my art (me)

04.03.2026 02:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

but Iโ€™ve found it bothers me way less, bc Iโ€™ve figured out that even when I tried to chase trends I still didnโ€™t get much attention and i also hated the art I made, and had no motivation to make anything anymore or to improve. It just felt impossibly Bad

04.03.2026 02:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I grew up posting โ€œflop postsโ€ to a very small audience. Even now, with better art, I still post to a very small audience (actually, I think my active audience now is even smaller than it was when I was like 15-16 lmao)

04.03.2026 02:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Itโ€™s like, entitlement. I know this bc I grew through this exact phase, looking at artists my age who were bigger than me, getting attention I thought I โ€œdeservedโ€ more than them, so on. Yet here I am, persisting regardless, still making art and posting โ€œpoor performingโ€ art like a decade later

04.03.2026 02:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Here you go! I hope this one catches on a little too!

04.03.2026 01:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 527 ๐Ÿ” 258 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5 ๐Ÿ“Œ 8
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Here I have the recipe for the perfect fat boy.

#tf2 #tf2engineer #tf2oc #tf2nsfw

03.03.2026 02:56 ๐Ÿ‘ 56 ๐Ÿ” 14 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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back to my asad sketchin

28.02.2026 17:04 ๐Ÿ‘ 492 ๐Ÿ” 114 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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๐Ÿ’ชโœจ

01.03.2026 17:03 ๐Ÿ‘ 1832 ๐Ÿ” 330 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 17 ๐Ÿ“Œ 2