controller isn't arriving today but it somehow got to the UK in 3 days flat. insane logistic tech, did not know you knew ball china
controller isn't arriving today but it somehow got to the UK in 3 days flat. insane logistic tech, did not know you knew ball china
i want to be able to make my own stuff and also make stuff for people i care about !! waaaa
going to start drawing. as a hobby.... i really hope i can stick to it ;;; i always get self conscious about how many friends are professional and hobby artists... ;;
im so self conscious about how people perceive me even though everybody tells me im someone they want to be around :(
i made the server and drafted invites but then chickened out the second it was time to press enter and send. ughhhh
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hit a wall on ipad chu and im kind of losing it π
gamo2 ship my controller NOW
thinking about making a discord server but not sure if people want it..... hmmm...
jokes aside im glad i can stay here and see how it goes for now ;;
ok wait they confirmed a pay rise today maybe I'll keep this job cause of how stupid easy it's gonna be lmaoo
got locked out of my main account i think it's a server glitch.. waa...
it might sound cringe but i really do live for other people in the sense that they are the reason I want to keep moving forward every day :')
there was a demo for a game and the first choice was "do you live for others or yourself" and i started crying on the spot
I'm so thankful for the relationships I have ;w;; there are so many people that are close to me and make life worth living.
took off work today cause i am mentally just not okay. which is only a little embarrassing :(
god if i have to go on garden leave again that'd be so fucking funny
i started applying for jobs today =w=;; lol
it feels irresponsible to want it but i know i need it. i want to dig a hole and never come back out :(
i hate how easy it is for me to fall into bad habits. my emotions are some of the ugliest things i've ever seen. i don't get why i so desperately need my friends to affirm me so often.
some of this stuff has been in boxes for 5 years jfc
need to do a massive clearout of the clothes i don't wear in my room and get some storage to organise again... it's making me feel stagnant.
want to hold paws and nuzzle ;; arf
not exaggerating when i say this bidet saves my life on a daily basis. how did i live before this
mom she's playing in the snow again and won't come back inside
so glad that everyone likes my fox..... hard to explain but shes fox and also puppy... wruf :o3
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im going to be not normal about her jsyk :))))
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