Tiamat Storm

This just in. My mother doesnt love me because I had the audacity to be born autistic. My bad I guess.

Art made for a furry i know. Just a sketchy sketch because im lazy

I cannot believe i have to sit here. With a 1090 word document about someone who has stalked, harassed and pestered me for two years, listening to the person who defended and excused this behaviour do it yet again. Bah.

I have more spare time than sense and no self respect for my fingers xD ohhh the stabbings I have received during this project

Fave photo from today. Photobombed by @oldsixie.bsky.social haha. I dont hate my face today so have at it ^3^

A silly doodle i did in a friends note book at a furmeet

The actual worst thing is when they go home and youre sad again because they light your world up and you miss them.

I am in fact still alive. Yes I completely forgot I had a bluesky for a hot minute

The eternal revolving door of the adhd mind at work. Looking for something else and getting distracted by old games instead

Searching the house in panic only to find him in his happy place. I couldn't see him because he was under the bed covers! Silly boy :')

On my way to cfz you rowdy lot ! See you there if you're going. Get ready for the new and improved gremlin 2.0. Diagnosis and medication that WORKS is unleashing the chaos god xD

Feeling numb and lost ngl. Nothing makes it better and I'm just directionless. Education failed me. So many people failed me. I will never not be angry about it. I feel so brainless man. Horrible feeling

All the pretty colours!

Getting to see the old girl made my heart briefly less heavy. She'll ride again! Just gotta save up enough and somehow find a dang job

Made a new Minecraft skin for an updated design of Tiamat and man.... designing skins used to be fun but now it just makes my thumbs hurt xD

On this day in 2013 my best friend since reception was humiliated by his family as a 'April fools'. He saw it as the last straw and a month later the last message he ever sent me was 'I love you, don't cry for me'
He would have been 31 on the 4th. We had so much we were gonna do together 💔

Saw this little dude in tesco and felt bad for leaving it but I don't need it and I already have a succulent I constantly forget about:')

Note to self. Dont expect good things to happen near mothers day. I should learn not to expect it to go well :') I never learn

Going through the wringer with my emotional state right now and some people in my life are less than understanding. As long as I don't look sad they think I'm happy. Sad music and creative projects until it passes I guess

A picture of a sofa with folded blankets and a little mermaid duvet. There are bags neatly stacked along the back of the sofa

Feeling proud of myself for getting the chaos under control

Mental health is a bit shaky right now because I miss my friends terribly. I hate living four hours away from one of my besties because I feel so at ease with them and talk freely- a rare thing if you know me well. Absolutely can't get a new car quick enough

I feel like if I block you on literally everything you would start to take the hint. And yet here you go again u.u. blocked on Bluesky now as well yaaaay

Finished it

Well. I don't want to instantly delete it! Might leave it uncoloured. Not sure yet.

I have like... three Smiler hoodies now. I must get more!

My hair did a thing lmao. It looks like a double helix

I have been doing quite well~☆ a few wobbles but after all I am only human!

Imagine turning around to your only child and telling them 'if I knew you were autistic back then I never would have kept you'

Thanks mom. I love you too (/s)

And she wonders why I avoid her

Spicy pose for CFz con badge >:)