I want to go back
@polythewerewolf
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I want to go back
No matter where I go or who I hang with I just dont belong, which is fine. I just don't understand why after all these years it's still this hard to accept.
Drinking myself into a coma
Hate
Slime
job reduced my hours by 80 percent within the last few months not gonna make rent....idk how much longer I can go on for. I dont know what to do
Sedate me sedate me
So I can die happy
I miss how I used to be,
So let the reaper come and get me.
I miss how I used to be
Ugh
No idea why yall follow me here
We're all spit on
And beaten
Life is nothing but a grievance
This is my finale, me ending
I've been breaking more connections than I've been mending
Never built to last
Gonna happen eventually anyway why fucking delay the inevitable
Im just so fucking lost
Plz just dont wish me a merry Christmas
3rd day got 4 left
Liver torn to shreds so I forget
Barrel full of lead to the forehead
Shiver on the trigger till I forefit
3rd day got 4 left
Liver torn to shreds so I forget
Barrel full of lead to the forehead
Shiver on the trigger till I forefit
Miss the void, I want to go back.
I miss my dog
Existing
Frigid life on a frigid earth
Lexapro withdrawal fucking sucks
Delusions of grandeur used to subdue doubt
Until it perfuse through my body like gout
Now it consumes more than I had allowed
Exhuming the tombs of neurosis aground
No friends, no family, no future, nothing to look forward to. What's the point of even continuing
Its the furry Fandom it's all shallow people trying to pretend they're not
Wonder how many people at MFF will ghost me once they find out I'm not hot and buff like my avatar. There's always at least 1
Would give anything to feel welcome literally anywhere I go
This divorce has been probably the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. Those of you (you know who are) that reached out and stuff I appreciate and love you more than you can know
My life is and has been nothing but a fucking giant joke. At what point is it time to just pull the pin
I can't find myself
'cause there's nothing within
I don't know where I've been
Maybe I never did