@zedie
Lovebrush Chronicles, play it🫵 Shopping middleman for CN shops like Taobao, Weidan, and Xianyu o7 A game dev mess </3 I’m trying to survive college while doing random side projects! She/They/Any Pfp by my wife <3~~~~
A picture of my cat sitting next to my Lenovo Legion laptop looking at the screen
Reliving the days 11 year old me used to spend watching anime in the basement, but now I finally have a cat and my own laptop!!
Thank you for the giveaway Lenovo! I'm so glad I invested in this laptop...
#lenovo
Nearly delirious with sleepinessbut I got it finished! 💗
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But that’s why depression can go fuck itself along with other mentally impairing conditions like anxiety and the like.
That’s it. End of thread. If you’ve read this far, I hope this gives you something, whether it’s clarity or something to ponder when you’re wondering “why?”. (8/8)
That when I try to challenge the extremes
“damn this is too hard”
“I can’t I can’t I can’t”
And interestingly enough,
“It’s not safe (to think otherwise).”
There’s a strong resistance because your mind views it as a necessity to survive…
But that doesn’t make sense, right? (7/?)
It’s funny because I never realized how much I desired the stability of extremes until I met people who motivate me to want to become better and encourage me to become a better person with compassion and understanding that it’s not easy
And as I try to work through my mental fuckery I notice (6/?)
Because extremes are “stable” when you’re fluctuating through intense emotions, they don’t change if you don’t let it. When you’re drowning they’re like a lifeline (deathline is more accurate though) and you want to keep it so you deal with confirmation bias reinforcing these thoughts (5/?)
There’s a sliver of truth, when you try and rationalize, all you can think is how “true” it is without considering that your mind is jumping to extremes and there’s rarely “true” or “false” when it comes to things like “my life sucks”
But, extremes are easy when you’re mentally unstable, (4/?)
(All thanks to a decrease in an anti-psychotic) I really can’t help but ruminate over my thoughts and actions when I get into a depressive mode…
Talking to a friend who is similar in this yesterday made me realize how purely irrational our minds become. Your brain tells you shit and because (3/?)
And honestly? You’re not mentally capable of thinking rationally or objectively by default. This causes spiraling and doing actions you’ll most likely regret in the future once you’re out of that headspace.
As someone who’s been fluctuating between severe depression and “ok” (2/?)
One thing people don’t talk about enough is how ADDICTING major depression is…
Like, no one wants to be depressed, it sucks and you feel like absolute shit. But when you’re mourning your existence, your brain goes into tunnel vision about all you need to mourn and it’s an intense feeling. (1/?)
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also, have my interview for paratransport or whatever the fancy word for accessible public transportation is and I forgot to get documentation from my doc so I'm kinda screwed I think????? please I cant afford uber anywhere much less everywhere
me clenching my fists like-
No Zedie you cannot try starting more projects when ur a fulltime student and trying to do 10+ hours/week at an internship while also doing business club shit and 2 zines and proxy/personal shopper work like jfc why am I doing so much zzz
I'm still so bored tho :(
How do ppl advertise comms nowaday????? Been out of the comm scene so long but thinking of opening some to pay for them cc debt 💀
book of tales hd 2.5 remix (parody) #LovebrushChronicles
Picture showing snippets of works I made for each month in 2024.
With sadness, i must admit that i did not finish any games this year... however i did make banger progress in #art (template from Papakkapao on Twitter!)
The power of hyperfixation is insane
Yes, 8 months are fan art of Alkaid McGrath from hit game #LovebrushChronicles + 1 Alkaid yume + 1 LBC OC
Worth looking into DBT techniques!
TIPP is a good one (just search DBT skills TIPP)
If you made an interactive fiction game this year, consider submitting it to this showcase
itch.io/jam/interact...
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😱We are at 1000 followers! Thank you so much!
That means it's time to do an art raffle!
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Thank you again- I can't wait!
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Huhuhu, unfortunately I'm indecisive, so... maybe...?
Season: Fall
Food: Curry rice!
Color: Red/black
Drink:
Anime: Akebi-chan no Sailor Fuku (hard question...)
Tagging?
@pumpkin-spike.itch.io
@permablue.dear-usar.in
@sitraxis.com
@deathbyulan.bsky.social
@arimiadev.com
5 faves and 5 tags✨
TY KAARIII💖
Season: Winter
Food: kulfi (🇵🇰ice cream)
Color: light blue or red!!
Drink: mango smoothie w/ boba
Anime: Akito the Exiled ✨
Tagging (sorry🫡):
@worldindieotome.bsky.social
@justacarrot.bsky.social
@greyenwright.bsky.social
@ednaarel.itch.io
@4nokivn.bsky.social
Im so glad I have shipping coupons and discounts
Sometimes shipping cheap af. Sometimes shipping is disproportionate to items...
Logically I know this is a good deal but also why is 10 pads of watercolor paper this heavy tf (watch it be 90% packaging's fault)
eepy rn man straight tiredmaxing ngl this is definitely giving sleepcore vibes man straight up we're snoozing with this one man I am a certified sleeper no doubt about it napping away once again
Oh em gee!!! found quite a bit of y’all peeps from the LBC/HLR discords 🫵
don’t mind me following 🥺🫡
I’m not like super active here but friends go brrrrrr
hiya, i'm kris! i'm a digital art hobbyist who hops back and forth between fan art and original works. i really love video games (rpgs, otomes, and visual novels) - as well as gardening and fashion! 💫
#digitalart #art #fanart #bskyart #lovebruschronicles #dragonage #oc