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So the only way to treat my illness is by going into early menopause 👍 love that for me (sarcasm btw)

3 days into 2026 and my family cat got put to sleep 🫠

Somehow I’ve avoided all stranger things spoilers and tomorrow is the day I watch it!

Very thankful mamma tess has stayed with me since my surgery but I am scared for her to leave bc wym I have to recover AND do everything ALONE 😭

2 more days at work then a week off 😍

Being this tired is so dangerous because I will choose sleep over anything.
I will cancel plans and important meetings that I’ve had booked for months and actively looking forward too just so I can sleep

I finally have a day off after working like 8 days in a row, I’m so excited to do nothing

Didn’t realise steam had the autumn sale on today until someone in chat told me and now I have spent 30£ but I fear I won’t be able to resist buying more

Literally walked around town yesterday did about 6000 steps which isn’t a lot but I spent the rest of the evening in so much pain and my pain meds did nothing 🫠

I’m laying down in bed and haven’t moved for maybe 10 minutes so please explain to me HOW I have developed cramp in my butt cheek???

It’s honestly crazy how much chronic pain I get that every dose of various medication the hospital give me, doesn’t even touch the pain 🙃

Lewis Capaldi returning AND releasing a song that I relate to SO HARD. I can’t stop listening to it, this man has a voice like a god and the song writing skills of a genius.

And all is right in the world. My first TV and straight into FNAF Markiplier

Rewatching Markiplier playing FNAF Security Breach at my sisters and it’s making me excited for when I eventually get my own TV. I haven’t had a TV for over a year now

Woah so I’m laying in bed in the dark on my phone, I look up and get so disoriented because for a split second I thought I was in my room at my dads?? No I’m in my own flat.

I’ve still got a bruise on my arm from when the doctor exploded my vein and it’s right where I’m supposed to be getting my tattoo on Saturday 🙃

Is it weird that I’m really scared to get a tattoo because they are permanent? (I already have 6 tattoos and do not regret them) 😅

I keep forgetting that I can’t do as much as I used to due to my current health and I done waaaaay too much today so if anyone needs me I will be in bed

Today marks the beginning of an extremely long and painful road to sorting my chronic illness out.

Can people learn that as adults we are BUSY? Sometimes in my spare time I need that time TO MYSELF to not talk to people. The fact people try make me feel bad about that is insane.

Blood test tomorrow and picking up MORE medication 🙃

I’ve been having a bad flare up of my chronic illness for a week now and I’ve had ENOUGH!
I want to go back to my normal level of sickness and pain over this

My boyfriend ordered me a McDonald’s to my flat as a surprise 🥰

No one tell my boyfriend that whilst I’m at his waiting for him to come home I’m watching anime. He won’t let me hear the end of it 😂

Nala is 5 at the end of the month, how has time gone so quickly??

This plague from hell is putting me through it and the thought of showering whilst my body aches from doing a days work makes me wanna 😭

I’m coming down with a cold 😭

Finally feels like I’ve had a day off today.
Surrounded myself with pals and games what could be better?

After wanting to be a Storm girly I regret to inform I am a Scarlett Witch menace

Off work for the next 5 days 🎉