✨Trash✨

Trying to remain calm with multiple people in the room when “Alone” by Heart comes on. I’m about to crack.

@hackintimseeley.bsky.social

Reaaaalllly need today to be busy. 🥹🙏🏻

The worst thing about my co-worker blasting Falling in Reverse all the time recently is that they were my ex-fiancé’s favorite band (that says a lot about him as a whole) so I still know all the words. A plague.

Here’s a cover I illustrated for the upcoming D&D book, Ravenloft: The Horrors Within. It was such a joy to paint Strahd again 🦇
Art director: AJ Hanneld

I wish the pool wasn’t freezing.

The worst thing about taking testosterone is the inability to cry. I used to cry so easily, and now I just literally can’t. I haven’t cried in two years. Instead I just have to sit here and wallow in sadness because there’s no release.

Me: What the hell is wrong with you?

My coworker: All the lead paint as a child.

I don’t think this lady was lying about the fact that this medicine could make you lose weight. It’s 4 pm and I’m barely even hungry. I don’t even think I can finish this full meal. Which, easy to stay under my calories, but I need a certain amount of calories to gain muscle. 😭

My coworker has been playing Falling In Reverse all day, and I might just end it all.

Oh boy. Mercury is in Gatorade.

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Someone’s car alarm going off and them not shutting it off is the last thing I needed to deal with at 5 am. Like are you kidding me? You can’t fucking hear that??

Aems: Yeah, he’s so hot. You know Jenkin Ankles.

Anyway, I was able to meet with my new health care provider today, and while I gotta wait to meet with a DO to get T cheaper, she was able to talk about depression/anxiety/adhd meds and I was able to get this new prescription for $3.
So, hopefully that’s gonna help in the long run.

Even if it’s not actually true, sometimes I feel like I will always be just a convenience in other people’s lives. Idk. It’s not been a good week.

In all the time I’ve been shaving my face, I have never cut myself. Tell me how I’ve cut open my lip twice in the last couple of days.

This one’s for the BG3 players specifically 🤣🤣🤣 could not have planned this if I tried LOL
#bg3 #astarion #cosplay

God, I love them. Your art style has progressed SO much, dude.

Me: my tummy kinda be acting up lately.

Also me: one meal a day and energy drinks. (Also water, but that ain’t gonna save me)

God, I just do not even want to be awake today.

I made an appointment for 9:50 so that I would have time before I have to go to work. I got here (and checked in) at 9:45. It’s now 10:06 and I’m still sitting here. I’m gonna scream if I’m late for work.

Might rewatch Our Flag Means Death just to feel something lol

I really need to get a leather jacket.

Got bored last night and decided to dye half my head blonde. (With @eosaesir.bsky.social’s help) Co-worker said I look like Johnny Rotten, which is probably the highest compliment ever.

Love you, too! Just a bad brain day. It happens haha.

Literally this.

Anxious as fuck all day today for whatever reason. 🫠

Wednesdays are so slow and boooorrinngg.

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