jonah mikkael

oh and yeah: for some reason what was supposed to be a lighthearted filler chapter is now just a really depressing character analysis. sorry for that!

writer's block is especially frustrating when i know exactly what i still need to write but the words just won't flow when i finally manage to sit down and make time to actually do the work

HAPPY 100 KUDOS TO ME AND CURSE THE GARDENS.

me: *shows a crumb of my fic*

my mutual:

if i had to witness a room of people like this every other week, trying to pray the gay and the terminal illness away, i would be a bit fucked in the head too lmao

the worst family issue in curse the gardens is not the cycle of abuse or the neglect or the enabling or the substance abuse, the worst thing is actually that they are a family of pentecostalists

shaking my head as i watch toxic brocon yaoi on hotd so everyone knows i don’t agree with it (i am lying)

“Aegon II welcomed Prince Aemond home with a great feast, hailed him ‘the true blood of the dragon’.” GOODBYE i just know they fucked nasty

maris’ insult was so lethal that he went and killed a kid, he lost the idgaf war

like woah okay........

yes aegon's armour is my mortal enemy and i hate it but the fitting scene is so dear to my heart because he looked so beautiful and sad in this scene

ICH HAB MEINEN SCHAL VERGESSEN NOOOOO

almost three years after losing my copy of fire & blood i will finally get a new one for christmas lmao

nobody was surprised

this comment made me chuckle so much, i feel like a disney villain

"The sex scene was intense, like gradually getting more fucked up. It makes me wonder how far it's gonna go.."

yes i wrote it down because it was actually a super entering scene and dream-me was just sitting in the back of a car watching

i had an intense dream about my fanfic last night and woke up feeling lightheaded oN GOD----

even if you ignore the heavy symbolism i put into this scene, i have no idea where this assumption is coming from.

this part literally made me gasp a little, why would you think *that* scene was about them wanting to disturb her? that's such a wild conclusion to come to.

i sent the comment to my mootie because i thought my writing was genuinely that unclear but they immediately said "nah, you're good, there are a lot of assumptions here that simply aren't at all in your text"

i received a really nice comment on my fic, and i am very grateful for that, i just cannot help but notice that they apparently misunderstood or misinterpreted everything that happened in this fanfic

people that leave nice comments on my fanfictions make me go 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

the gods decided his fate at rook's rest and all said "BOTTOM" in unison, bless 🙏 /j

well, it's gone now, so..... (deserved) (i still miss my wife)

grilled medium rare and fleeing the continent with chester the molester, aegoN NOOOOOOO

i miss my cancelled wife aegon ii targaryen

can't believe this is in the same fic that has piss jokes and the f-slur

lee said this part ate

anyway, i posted the first two chapters of curse the gardens and now i think i need to go to church to be forgiven for this crime