ref sheet with front and back view of monochrome catgirl on a pink and yellow background
ref sheet for my beautiful creature!! how obvious is it that i didn't know what to fill the space with
furry catgirl giving messy blowjob
shlrmp
shes a professional magician
unfinished ref of a catgirl. white hair, white chest, black body with black rosette markings.
all that said please look at my absolutely adorable naked lady i am making a ref for (for fun because i love her!!)
bottom line is i think i just wanted out and didn't see a way out so i started lashing out and that sucks but i think i am healing now and i think it is ok to draw naked ladies for fun.
i'm very slowly healing my relationship with the idea of the unseen audience (and i say idea because man almost everything i struggled with for years was something i reinforced in myself and no matter how supportive other people were, i rebuked it. i wasn't ready anymore.
tale as old as time
like i didn't draw for months and then i sat there and went "i wanna draw a naked lady" completely out of the blue. the same thing i had been doing for years that i had begun to resent but the problem wasn't the naked ladies.... the problem was..... My Trauma.............
i think the absolute weirdest thing for me about reclaiming my art for myself and learning how to draw for my own enjoyment is the realization that i can just do whatever i want. like there's the 15-years old impulse to make something "more marketable" or whatever but man. healing from that. wild.
catgirl dressed as red sonja, wielding a sword
what if she was her own knight too tho
catgirl in a big poofy dress
what if.... princess......
jk cringe is dead and its interesting to see who i was. remember where u came from folks. sage grandpa advice.
woah i just scrolled through some of my old posts & who let this child version of me a year ago be on the internet. who allowed this. get that guy offa there!!!
fresh out the shower!!! can you imagine the nightmare all that fur does on a drain
rough sketch of catgirl
there is something immensely beautiful about creating for fun instead of profit. i feel like a human again in a weird distinct way. i missed this feeling i tell you what!!!
Hey what's up update to this: we've been married since October of last year
Trans man with fire pink hair and star top surgery scars, star hysterectomy scars, and star stretch marks, holding a multicolored (red, pink and purple) snake that represent temptation, reference to Adam and Eve, but both being him
Desire 💘
I have decided to become unbelievably wise and beautiful
what an infinitely valuable gift to be alive and full of breath and witness this moment. sometimes it is hard to imagine any amount of trotting and creating and loving will live up to this gift, but youre dang sure i will try. so excited to trot out our best shot together bud
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i have had approximately zero social spoons lately but a very small update is that i adore my bf, my friends are back from their trip, financial strains have flipflopped themselves around, and my job continues to confuse me, but on all fronts i am doing my best!!
I will never "Listen to my body." What's going on in there is none of my business
Gotta repost this here too ☺️ my magnum opus
A set of 7 ttrp dice on a hand. They are blue with white and dark blue swirls, fine glitter, Holo foil and pink and white moss. They're inked in silver.
Sailor's Longing, now with silver numbers! 😊
🌱 LEAFEON 🌿
Leafeon is my favorite eeveelution 🥹💚
What is yours?
The same way Odin traded an eye for knowledge, I traded my health for a dump truck ass
Do one thing every day that angers the monolith
