una mierda menos en el mundo

es una mierda igual que este pais violado y la porqueria de mi vida, ninguna de las 3 tiene ningun futuro

i hate my work almost as much as i hate being alive, two complete pointless things that will lead nowhere fuck

yes please

I heard people like archviles

MonkaS

no hay apoyo emocional que me ayude a esta altura, en lo unico que puedo pensar es morirme de una vez

wish i had died

i made this woman so you can shoot at her

daily reminder that i hate being alive and i have no hope for anything to get better

intentaron sacarme sangre

goddamn they got me good

Name this character (comes from eastern europe, has a bike and gf)

Evil ass Weyland Yutani metro

I guess i can't live with it after all

how to talk to short "people"

also a shotgun thing

forgot this place existed, have an over under shotgun

remaking this bith

no se puede ni conseguir estrogeno en este puto pais de mierda

una visa

im not gonna be lied to again, im not gonna be used again, i'm not gonna be raped again, i'm not going to be abandoned again, fuck you, fuck all of you, fuck everyone that ever said i love you to me, none of you have a soul, none of you have a heart

yea i know, that shit ain't getting any better anytime soon though

not much to do with my health, i'm just virtually incapable of doing anything but being in bed all day

So, yeah, i'm still alive despite being very suicidal. My meds keep me in check, more or less, but i can barely afford them. I don't think i will be able to keep working on this, if i do, won't be anytime soon. I'm sorry.

I'm very heavily medicated now, mostly on sedatives. My head is a very foggy and i have a hard time with my memory problems. I made a mess of the game files, lost some, got others corrupted, deleted a lot too.

I got very heartbroken, i feel more depressed and burnt out than ever now. I try to keep working on this, but there's just too much that reminds me of this person, and all my motivation to keep going left.

For a while after years of being barely able to work on the game, i got a nice workflow and started to progress nicely. I had found someone who became very important to me and and helped me see some worth on what i was doing. But that is gone now

this is a cry for help, seriously