a painting of a man lifting a sylveon by the armpits
Long, firm, tubular body, DEEP blue eyes, really wonderful expression. he is so calm, confident, really in charge here. Big, bouncy ears, perfectly set, a slender, whippy tail, and of course, those smooth, vibrant ribbons. Best in show.
Yqy bouncing sj in his lap, nose to nose, while sj tries not to whine into his mouth would be one of yqys favorite positions i think
Maybe wyz sold him off after he burned down the mansion
Performer sj who is used to being taken advantage of. Hes brilliant on stage and has a reputation of being cruel but behind the scenes his handlers know they can abuse him and he feels he cant fight back. Thats just how his life is.
yqy should jerk off to thoughts of sj frequently and feel guilty about it. and when he and sj start repairing their relationship it should get worse. being close enough to smell sj's perfume does terrible things to his libido
a sketch of shen jiu in a transparent robe putting his hair up
wanted to draw tonight but i feel a bit rusty so i don't think i'll be able to draw what i want to but here is a half dressed shen jiu. i HAVE been oiling him up in my head recently. demolishing that twink in my minds eye.
taunt him about his past and then tell him "i would never mistreat you shizun :)" while he has him actively locked up.
thinking about bingge/shen jiu today... i want bingge to be mean to him....soooooo mean....
yqy staring at sj's hole knowing that if he says what he's thinking out loud sj wont fuck him for months (he just thinks every part of sj is pretty.....)
I was thinking maybe its not just loss of ambition but he reacts very negatively to anyone asking him about becoming head disciple or peak lord. Rejects the idea very harshly
He's kind of mad about it, that it's happening and he can't do anything about it and that sj gets mad at him for wanting to help. He's half convinced that sj is bewitched
Hmmmm au where disciple sj leaves cang qiong and while he doesn't end up with another demonic cultivator he ends up in another abusive awful relationship. Lqg finds him while he's out off the mountains and is blindsided by the idea that sj would let himself be treated this way
a drawing of humanstuck gamzee standing naked and waist deep in a swamp with blood covering his mouth and running down his chest.
swamp puppy
Disciple sj getting roofied at some huan hua palace event and getting saved by yqy but he gets real mad about it. He didnt need yqy's help, he never needed yqy's help, doesnt say it out loud but part if him feels if he's not able to fight off the attacker himself he deserves it.
Yqy on top of sj, sweaty from sex, feverishly kissing his shoulders asking "one more time? Please, Xiao jiu, you're so pretty--please, just one more--!" And sj under him is incoherent and looks like he's about to pass out.
a drawing of gamzee makara from the wait up, he's hunched over and shirtless and wearing a ruff. he's smoking and blowing smoke from his nose.
praying for forgiveness
He had all this drive to become peak lord and all of a sudden he just doesnt anymore. Panics if yqy isnt nearby. Doesnt talk about it even though something clearly wrong
Time travel au where sj wakes up in the past with his memories from pidw but he's a disciple and Extra traumatized and starts clinging to yqy 24/7
thinking about the sexual abuse implied by sj's backstory + him only being able to view himself in terms of what was taken from him
shen jiu to me is someone who doesn't really think himself capable of being truly independent i think
Omega shen jiu reveal bc he'd been starving himself to suppress his cycle and he just collapses out of nowhere bc if it
a new girl at the wrp deciding that this pretty well spoken cultivator who is nice to them is Going To Take Her As A Wife and does not get what she wants. her efforts at attempting to seduce sj just get her a lapful traumatized man every night.
modern qijiu au where yqy was adopted by a wealthy family and sj was a runaway picked up by his abusive boyfriend wyz when he was 15
wyz was an objectively better choice then qjl but he still sold sj's body on the side
enjoy it when authors insert being used as a cauldron into sj's tragic backstory. love making his life worse in my head
disciple sj who is so angry at yqy and snaps at him constantly but still wants him to Do Something. has dreams about yqy kissing him, touching him, forcing him, and is ashamed of himself about it.
Yqy should nake sj cry i think it'd be cathartic for them
I feel like a grey blob
yqy spanking sj with his own fan
sj humping a pillow to get off bc he doesn't like touching himself
