It just fucking sucks

All kinds of people have addictions I don’t mean it’s some moral failing on his part or that we were super great together nothing like that… it just fucking hurts

I’m not such a great girlfriend person mother lover any of it none of that is okay but neither is staying I’m sorry

I don’t know… he kept telling me he quit he refused to talk about anything I knew he wasn’t serious he was secretive and didn’t do anything to actually stop or let me in emotionally but I still tried to find a reason to stay this is really on me

My boyfriend admitted he’s been cheating the whole time which I suspected I tried to find reasons to still stay since he seemed to want to be together and is an addict but when confronted with this can’t really handle it

My baby fetus is the size of an ear of corn right now that’s crazy

Worrying about what your man is doing’s a choice mine is darning a sock or making blueberry muffins or a strawberry cake