glad she's home and doing okay!! sweet baby beeba

my beautiful bestie @lurian.bsky.social found these shorts for me and i now have the greatest ghost fit ever with the tour shirt i got at the show last week tbh

MY LITTLE CAR COMES HOME TONIGHT! oooooohhhh i missed my baby boy.

:^) thank yooooou

okay :^)

cant stop taking slutty pics of my new tat tbh

water pump in my car broke and done fucked up a bunch of other shit but it wasn't worst case scenario so i guess that's fine.

tattoo looking delightfully slutty in a low cut top honestly

couldnt sleep last night so i fluctuated rapidly between crying and drawing deranged smut. I FEEL TERRIBLE! AND I MISS MY CAR. give him back to me now.

my car broke down on the way home from getting this tattoo which is
1. VERY FUNNY
2. extremely not funny at all actually
thankfully i'm in love with my new ink so there is at least that.

the headache i've had for 3 weeks, pinpointed directly like a nail hammered into my frontal lobe above my left eye is probably not worth worrying about.... right....

sam bridges the only fucking porter in all the known world with a CDL

erm a big storm rolled in so i had to cut this off LOL

adangwolfe - Twitch Death Stranding........... 2!!

m.twitch.tv/adangwolfe?d... just playin some mail man game if anyone feels like hanging out ^_^

worked all day, came home exhausted, promptly fell asleep on the couch and slept til midnight, missing birthday plans I SCHEDULED. so cool. [very crying hard]

i'm 38 now 😔

the fact that there are people who can just see without glasses is wild. you did't go from 20/20 to legally blind in less than a month when you were 10??

www.lapoflove.com/pet-memorial... we set up a memorial for eugene if anyone would like to leave a measage or light a candle

my little buddy is gone. i'm glad he's not suffering anymore and i'm relieved he passed peacefully at home in his favorite bed.

and i just have to keep getting up and going to work.

it's going to be soon. like, days, probably. idk how to deal with this. i can't even let myself feel anything about it bc if i do i'll completely fall apart and i have to be the one holding everything together right now. i'm going to miss him so much.

chicken nuggest....

pssst follow me at @deckb0ss.bsky.social for nasty drawings (18+ only please!)

also we need to start [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED]

in the roastery had any idea this was happening. not even management. and for this to happen in eugene's last few months of life is just so fucked up. it's too much, guys! i think it would be nice if stuff would just like chill. or like, maybe something good could happen. maybe. maybe? 😶

also the only one with unionized baristas. funny how that works. so now our plans for fully seperating after eugene passes are completely up in the air. he supported me every time i was between work so i will be right there for him, too. it's just so fucked up. literally no one working-

didnt mention here but sbux nuked the fucking roastery, boarded it up in the middle of the night and put a note on the door saying everyone was laid off, so my ex lost his job after 10 yrs with no fucking warning. 3rd most popular tourist destination and the only profitable one of the 3 in the US-

ghost tickets aquired. so i suppose i must persist.

can something good happen to me soon...

claims to be pro-life