Shoko

i thought i was getting better but i think it’s gotten worse… i don’t want to continue living if this is all i’m going to feel i’m at my limit

i don’t feel anything i just feel like im in a empty void and no matter how hard i try to feel better i just feel worse and i have to try to pretend to be happy around everyone else and not get in the way of them

i want to feel better

i want to scream

i need to leave america, learn japanese and move to japan fuck this fuck ass country

fuck

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Im not sure if it will ever end..

I wish i didn't have so much body hair I hate it I shave it and matter of like 2 days and it's already back ;-;

I think I need help holy shit I'm not okay at all

Why do I always want to get in contact with the people that hurt me I keep seeing old messages and it makes me want to talk to them again even after everything they did or what happened

i feel good and confused

she’s so pretty. i’m a little worried i’m going to get yelled at for trying to go out with her but :3 fuck it

How do I manage to fall for my friends exes...

I hate that feeling too I don't feel romantic feelings for my partners too and it messes with me because I could genuinely love them but not have that feeling like I used to..

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i watched silent voice again and i swear it kills me every time 😭

I just want to lay on someone and hold them that's all I want right now I miss the warm touch of someone

Friends and they will support me I just don't know I'm scared of the things that would happen if I do

I'm confused with everything I want to say I am okay with who I am but at the same time I feel like everything would be different if I was a girl and better and even if I was to transition or go though with it I don't think my parents will accept it even if they say they would and I know I have my-

god i need to find more friends in my area.. everyone i know is either busy or just can’t do anything ;-;

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i was called cool by my cousins roommate :3

How does kia look like with Gaïa's outfit hmm? 🤔

Very fancy ! 🤭

#lalafell #FFXIV

im all set

i just want to hug someone...

so chat i think the japan trip is cooked

i didn’t realize how lonely it would feel when you have nobody really in your life and everyone you know is busy or gone..

i texted a girl i liked when i was in school that i stopped talking to (i was kind of a asshole with the way i did it and regret it a bit..) but i started thinking of her while i was getting ready for work i doubt she would talk to me again anyways

its bad im more depressed then ive been in months and so much shit has been going wrong

i really haven't been here mentally at all and i really dont know what's making me feel this way i just feel like shit and i just wish it would just go away i think im at my limit. i might make a bad decision tomorrow and idk if its going to help or make it worse