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fell for it again award 🙃

a woman is wearing a hat and a red sweater . ALT: a woman is wearing a hat and a red sweater .

how it felt seeing the most unexpected notis today

it’d be so much easier if I just couldn’t see any of it all

lol work has to toss some extra shit on me when I just wanna go home and play pokopia bro fuck this job

managed to catch up on work just before my little weekend Cali trip but 2 weeks back and now I’m really behind again and I have to request time off again for this month for the regional I’m so cooked

god damn that stings really hard, wow I can’t believe it I’m so stupid 🫠

Absolutely clocked and gagged by a random tweet this morning 🙃

You know the Mexican food is good when you’re blasting on the toilet 30 minutes later 😍😍😍

goal for the next month or so is to be content with what has already passed and think about what tomorrow can hold through every single action today, I’ve had enough moping around on what could’ve been in past situations that never happened. That just gets me nowhere again

if one more person had showed up to the challenge tonight to make it happen then I almost def would’ve got at least 2nd place since I beat the other guy in the friendly we had which would’ve let me hit ace trainer status… 😶

Hard to believe half a year has gone by already since I fucked it all up for good. Don’t really know what I’ve been doing since, I know I’ve taken the steps to not repeat that mistake ever again but I feel like I haven’t done much else besides that since so it still weighs heavily on me today :/

I think I should give up constantly thinking about it for a while and see where that leads me

Twitter down so I might actually be productive in getting ready for work this morning 😵‍💫

“The only thing more powerful than hate is love.”

MAGA wanted you to boycott this.

I just wanna find something I can really pour my whole soul into and not feel like I blew it like every other time the last decade or whatever

was finishing up one of my accounts earlier and talking to the manager before I left and instead of just shaking my hand or whatever she gently touched my arm and told me bye and I haven’t stopped thinking about this for hours I’m so cooked chat

refilling the machines at one of my gym accounts and I saw a very pregnant lady pull up and get ready to work out, what’s my excuse again?

I’ve never felt more over as a person than I do right now. Just a broken husk of a person with no idea on where and how to fix myself. I obviously know that this is untrue and there is always a way forward, but at this point I am just completely unable to see it at all anymore. I’m flying blind here

oh a little crash out in the morning before work, been a minute I guess

The wrong actor from Home Alone 2 died today

I’m so behind on work this week it’s not even funny 💀

so cold thinking about how I could’ve been so warm instead :/

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I have to actually work tomorrow instead of just staying at home and BSing only 2 hours of “work” like I did today

I just don’t know what I’m doing anymore, just spinning my wheels and hoping something happens

so cold and empty :/

reze movie could be one of my new all-time faves but it gets me yearning again every time which is fucked up, why didn't i just do things differently at so many points in my life

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I’ve been so lazy at work the past 2 days and haven’t done shit

I know I’m a Texans fan because just like my team, I choked it all away too :/

why did I look again 🙃

Twitter went down again just to force me to actually do some work are you kidding me