Aiden 🩸

Here’s my dnd pc’s token as well 🫶
Mr. Coriander Circlehill

Finally was able to finish all the tokens of my IRL DnD party after two and a half weeks of working on them 😭

tbh makes me feel sick. and disappointed. but mostly sick. I'll be a year on T in october of this year. The other surgeon i wanted didn't have any consults available until november of this year...so..yeahh

well because the office didn't explain my insurance coverage to me i had to completely cancel my top surgery consult...i havent met the requirements yet and the biggest thing is that i need to be on HRT for 12 months to get any coverage

I booked my top surgery consult for May 26th 😭😭😭

i used to draw to help myself cope with life and recently my creativity has been so far away from me 😭

I'm trying to work on like four different projects so i dont dwell on bad news and it's so difficult to get going because of how disregulated i feel

My directions on the packets would say to not get wet for two hours after applying. The reason why I would wash it off at night was because I sleep shirtless and share a bed with my partner and kitty and didn’t want to transfer any to them!

Forgot to update on here completely, but last Friday I finally switched over from testosterone gel to injections! And honestly, it's so nice not having to shower like two times a day to get the gel off

A group of trans people in Germany, circa 1930 (pre full Nazi take over and book burnings).

A group of trans people in Germany, circa 1930 (pre full Nazi take over and book burnings).

It's important to share this image widely as it dispels the myth that being trans is something new and trendy.

its aster night...😭

Shrimp Chips is doing phenomenal and is 100% back to himself! sorry for the late update, recently we've been kinda busy. Winter got laid off from her job the week immediately after Chip's surgery. Good news is that she's already had a few interviews and things are moving positively for her!

he also didnt order labs for me for my next 3 month check up which i thought was strange...im seeing him again next week to administer my first t-shot so im gonna ask then if I'll need bloodwork

the follow up with my doctor was this morning! He said my levels were good, he prefers his patients to be within the range of 100-500 which im not sure if thats correct. but he did switch me to injections rather than gel! and i just got my prescription an hour ago!

LOVE THEM SO MUCH ❤️😭💕🙂‍↕️

THANK YOUU 😭😭

SAME!! Like it seems so hard to know since it’s topical or if the levels are the same everyday 😞

I’ve been up to drawing I swear I just draw slower now 🥲 #heatedrivalry

YES!! And it’s in so many things, it’s legitimately the worst type of sensitivity to have. Especially when you see raw veggies can trigger a whole episode because of high fodmap, it’s super not fair

I have the same type of gut sensitivity and large amounts of garlic and onion always kills me but they’re my favorite ingredients to add flavor to dishes 😭

LOL YES!! I should probably start doing the same

No wonder nothing has been really happening the last month…I’m so sad…I’m sure my doctor will be upping my dose and maybe switching me to injections because wow that’s low

I got my testosterone results back and after three months of Tgel my levels are only 176 I’m so 🥲🥲🥲

That shit hurt :’)

Each time they take my blood pressure it’s high and I’m like “I’m sorry I’m so fucking anxious rn”

At the dentist again for my scaling sobs

My new dnd character for my Friday campaigns, who is a fallen star. His name is Asterope, Aster for short, and is based on the Pleiades constellation. He's the oldest of six sisters, i'm working on their designs as well!

boy if past me ten days ago couldve predicted this week he wouldve been so fucking sick dude.

Life is finally calming down. Today is the first day Chips behavior is almost the same prior to his surgery, he's so baby. 😭❤️ My blood work went well this morning and now we are getting ready to play dnd online with some friends i havent seen in a while! feels nice to finally breathe 😭