nah

I am suffering
I have
a crush
uggghhhh throw me in the sea

roommates bought a 125 gal fishtank and are now trying to say that my rent is going up (according to them, not landlord) to cover the energy costs of said fishtank
fuck no
they make twice what i make each, and have less bills
i'm not paying for their fucking shit

loving all of the posts about Kansas that only mention supporting trans sisters

ngl a lot of this epstein stuff is pulling up shit my mother did when I was a kid that I dealt with justenough in therapy to repress it forever

my bipolar makes me do shitty hurtful things sometimes
it's a reason, not an excuse
it means I owe apologies and amends to those I hurt, not isolation from society

seeing so many people say that people with difficult and unpleasant disabilities shouldn't be allowed around people is
very upsetting
I am not commenting on the actual thing that happened bc it is not my place
but I am okay saying that that is not an okay position to take

sometimes I see things that make me think of my dad so hard I cry, and I get halfway thru sending it to. little sister before I remember and cry even more
great way to start the day

feeling very weird about myself and idk if it's just the relentless stupid shit or coming off of a bipolar episode but uggggghhh

hi!

hmm