parking lot lady™️

I really needed this to be a revenge game lololol so far that's going well. I'll take what I can get.

they might be my second team now, but that's still my people.

as a seahawks fan since 2000, it's been *really* good to enjoy this team and see this atmosphere again.

I'm not sure there is one here (tbf it's probably allen, I just don't like admitting that lol). but my hope remains that the texans will take care of them. or even the patriots if it comes to that lol

I find Josh Allen annoying, but I also don't want Sean Payton to win anything.

exactly

Bruh! I need cuddles.

Like some real big spoon/little spoon energy.

You have to block them immediately. The full nuclear. They are only here to make folks angry, and that can’t happen if we lock them out.

so I keep treading water. but I believe I'll just have to stop coming back to meet halfway...and just let it be what it be. with love in my heart and tears in my eyes.

but idk how to be that person who pretends nothing is wrong. it feels like he's still in 2022 and I'm in 2026. it feels like I've passed him somehow, and I keep having to slow down to meet him halfway. I just don't know that I have that in me, especially at this time in my life.

I've sought repair where I know I did damage bc of the relationship issues. he has never sought repair for what led to that, and it's impacting the trust between us as friends. no matter how many ways or times I'm hurt, repair is not sought. and for damage in do, repair is not allowed.

and I know I don't have much to offer atp in my life. not for lack of trying...just need some more time. but of all the people who have failed me, I didn't expect him to ever join that group.

In fully aware it's never going to work with the person I always wanted it to work with, and I am just here for the friendship at this point. but even the friendship isn't the same. the care just isn't the same, and I'm in a place I need care. it's lonely.

aint nothing wrong with that...

there are multiple ways to style this well...put that shit on!

honestly I see the vision here

Nothing like a good-smelling man….

N O T H I N G

we haven't worked in the same building since 2018 but I can tell you he still smells good on the daily! 😍🔥

but also this how I got a work husband lmao except it was him doing the seasoning

MYSEFF

and still...they don't care and won't listen. it's never been about morals and ethics, or even the economy. it's about power, proximity, control.

the things coming out of this sascha riley testimony are so much worse than anyone wants to hear, but yet again prove exactly who many of us knew that man was and is.

I was telling people that the oompa loompa was a sadist--at best--in 2014 and 2015. that he enjoyed cruelty. it wasn't like I was some psychic...it's just really fucking obvious.

"this may be aaron rodgers' last game."

YES. EXACTLY. GOOD. I HOPE SO. GOODBYE AND GOOD RIDDANCE. DON'T LET THE DOOR HITCHA WHERE THE GOOD LORD SPLITCHA.

my #1 team might be out but my #2 team still in and baby I can hate watch!!! I'm enjoying ts lmao

public disclosure of hidden deeds TW: CSA (no details)

last year, I committed to reaching the place I no longer cared how it made anyone feel that I talk openly about my own experiences. they need to have their own conversations, but that's their business. I will have mine.

open.substack.com/pub/muyencan...

always open need to worry bout always holding onto them balls

a great way to know someone has drugged or kidnapped me is if you ever see me being supportive of josh allen.

one thing never fails.

white church kids still look at me like I'm some sort of alien and they're not sure what I'm here to do to them.

it's been like this my whole life--even when I was supposed to be in the group--and I ain't even gotta open my mouth lmaooo

maybe I should make him find me some albuterol first 😭😭😭😭😭