Maya Robin

felt like disappearing again like that one time i disappeared for years but maybe this time i don’t feel like coming back

i hope before february ends something changes

the infamous worm question

life is strange, but yet here i am

i couldn’t handle it, so i did what i thought would be something that would free me from this torment, only for me to wake up again, perhaps it is a divine intervention that my life isn’t truly over, but only for me to be met with a 1500$ hospital bill, which is funny

what triggered me to did something that i never thought i would do last night is that.. i had someone, who was close to me, i gave him all of my love, attention and support, only to be rewarded with him leaving me.. i thought i had someone, but turns out i was perhaps delusional

a family, partner, anything, we humans long for that level of connection where we hope we have someone that would listen to us, i made these comics about my sona and her partner is a way for me cope with my inability to have genuine connection and trust in people

i asked for a lot of reassurance, if not too many, hence why i keep telling to myself that romantic relationships are not for me, and THAT is okay, i have made a peace of my mind that i will be single, thats alright.. but atleast can i hope to have someone to understand me? it could be a friend-

i dont have a good relationship with any of my family members, despite having 8 siblings in total noone ever really bothered to talk to me. when it comes to love relationships, it always ended up being awful, i was told i am too much to handle or.. just difficult to deal with, i can see as to why

reason at all, or perhaps that one time i was doing an exam and out of nowhere i got upset for no reason at all, its really depressing, it affects me so much where i prefer to not have friends at all, please theres a whole thing with me having BPD which makes things really awful

i have a thing called cyclothymia, long story short is a very rare type of bipolar that makes me experience a lot of emotions every single day, it affects my social life the most, like one time i was at a halloween party with my college friends and only in the middle of it i started crying for no-

i had to move to an entirely different country so that i can feel safe and the chances of making new friends, being accepted, etc.. but its still hard, i learned the hard way that i am different than everyone else, i have conditions that unfortunately prevent me from acting normal around people

like i owe more explanation.. to tell you the truth i have been feeling rather lonely ever since i graduated high school, especially during the time when i came out transgender, a lot of my IRL friend group kicked me from their groupchats and blocked me because of me wanting to be who i want

im sorry, i know that many have said that offing yourself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, i know, but the truth is i am not strong, many have assumed that i do this because i am suffering from loneliness and the “lack” of partner in my life, there is some truth to that but i feel-

it has been an interesting experience, it feels like i owe some explanation of what happened to me recently, and im sorry that i made a lot of you worried both in dms and comments, last night i was in ER after an attempt of taking my life by overdosing myself with medication combined with alcohol

overdose time

i wish i had someone to talk to or lay my head on their shoulders, im so tired and i dont want to use drugs as coping mechanism to numb my brain, art is the only keepingme sane

life isn’t fair

bluesky or x not compessing my art challenge : impossible

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