helen

I am a crap patient.

patience is not my strong point.

high pain threshold (fibro patient)

tooth pain is ridiculous.
😫😂

any doctors out there? how much amoxicillin does it take to stop my tooth hurting?

confirmed abcess.

500mg azithromycin yesterday 12 midday

3 x 500mg amoxicillin doses today.

MUCH improved, but still sore.

(dental appointment monday pm as its due to a broken tooth that needs extraction)

eldest child texts. ARE YOU AWAKE.

me yes? and not panicking honest.

EC my girlfriend's dishwasher is leaking. can u help?

me. breathes. I will try.

20 mins later, all mopped up and switched off.

then.......twat cat Nyx singes her tail on the candle i have lit.

send gin.

Well. toothache is a twat isn't it?

so I am back. again. I think I prefer it here.

People: No. I know more than you, you are incorrect and I am not interested in your point of view, u are definitely wrong.

And then people ask 'Why do you have imposter syndrome? there's no need!'

You. Thats why. Just do one. thanks.

#Rantover. 2/2

people: I didn't know that about u, omg thats so interesting! you know so much.

* I don't, I like to learn.

Me: I think that this is the case, related to everything i have learnt since I was a kid.

1/2

today we said #byefornow to the bravest girl I know. sleep tight Eden. never forgotten, always loved and making us laugh til the end. ❤️

aaarrrgh,! I want to make a silver lego piece, but I dont know what its called. will have to sift through the boy's lego and find it, will take me at least a week. 😳😬😂

RANT OVER.

and yes. he can stay tf at home.

*pt not at (part time)

just been told not to book a family holiday at the place me and my kids love as he 'won't bloody pay for it'

he is paying for a 5 day holiday in France for his birthday with his family next year.

that's all we need apparently.

DON'T TELL ME NO.

Holiday in August booked. I will pay.

I work at,and love my job.

paid for this year's family holiday, even though husband earns 5 times as much (literally).

paid as much as I could for the eldest on his short tour of europe. (a few hundred £)

paying to take youngest on hol to spain next year to see an eclipse next year 1/2

#insomnia so let's start again......

#StrangerThings

dear universe.

Stop letting me buy books. its getting silly

😂😂😂

( I don't mean it universe. as you were 😘)

got to love finishing work for the summer and coming straight home to bed with tonsillitis 🙄

so whilst having lunch in my car yesterday, I had a visitor. 🖤

7/7. the day my Dad caught a different train, and made it home ❤️

remembering those who didn't ❤️💔❤️

#Petrichor. at last! 💙

also spotted but no pics, a Cabbage White (x3) and a Comma (x2). Along with at least 3 species of bees!

also spotted... A Small heath butterfly ❤️🦋

well. would you look at that. a Common Blue butterfly on my lavender. new species for my garden this year ❤️🦋

#Bumblebee on my #lavender

💜🐝💜

more hatchlings ❤️🦋❤️

tmw yr bestie is trying to work out why all yr kids are summer babies, and then remembers you are a witchy, October, halloween lass 😂😂😂

apologies to the neighbours for now joining in with Catatonia Mulder and Scully, I maintain that International velvet is one of the best albums ever.

no, you are watching the Manics perform La tridstesse durera at Glastonbury back in the day with Ritchie and crying. 💔

my day started in a similar manner.

I also had to spit out the tablets in my mouth before I swallowed them to check I had remembered them all. #Lovely

nb there is only 5, 2 of which are the same 🙈🙈🙈😂

This one's causing a gammon implosion on Facebook 😂