Big Kiwi 🥝

Idk man, idk.

I was drunk last night and made a series of bad decisions that ended up with me fighting off two guys who tried to rob me.

Not the wisest decision but more importantly I'm realising some people don't really care about what happens to me.

Well, here it is, rock bottom.

I'm in Westlands listening to a brand new Camp Mulla song in 2026.

My life is fun sometimes.

How do I have end of year fatigue in February.

Anyway Muze Open Air in Malindi will heal me.

Dawg, this really is rock bottom

It's not looking good guys.

Thank you Yung Bae, you saved my life.

I promised myself that I wouldn't allow myself to feel like this again and yet I'm here feeling like this again.

Nataka kukupenda, lakini wewe ni sumbua.

I've been bashing since Wednesday nonstop, let me rest today, tomorrow we go see Kelvin Momo.

December imeanza na fujo, wueh. Bender imenimaliza ata nimepeana ticket yangu ya Liquideep.

Send December funds 🥹🥹🥹

I wanna tell her that I miss her.

Applied for a job at an Indian multinational entertainment company and they're really impressed by me. The HR told me they'd have a meeting with me today but didn't give a specific time.

The day is done and the meeting hasn't happened. This does not bode well.

I can't even be mad at my homegirls but they are constantly making some unbelievably bad dating decisions and I'm just here as an observer.

Shida yao indeed.

Seems like I transferred my poor relationship decisions to my homies.

Shida yao tbh.

Ball up top.

Spent the long weekend doing things by myself and I loved it.

It's so interesting that one of the few things that makes sense in my life is the 21 year old that I met on twitter that I have been kind of seeing.

I'm this close 🤏🏾 to abandoning all hope.

Started reading a manga called Orb: On The Movements Of The Earth and it has been a very philosophical time.

He got caught again, after being forgiven the first time.

Hali sio hali

I'm definitely drunk and the playlist just landed on Andy Keys' afrohouse remix of Snoh Aalegra's cover of Do For Love and yeah, I think everything is gonna be okay :).

I started 2025 with so much apprehension but I think I'm doing great. Starting DJ classes in October, sound engineering classes in January, working on a new paid show concept and a random tweet got me a gig that pays really well for one day of work.

You really just gotta believe in yourself 🫵🏾🫵🏾.

I actually can't wait for my review of Labor of Love to be published, it's definitely the best thing I've ever written.

I spent 2024 running away from what I felt, in 2025 I embraced my feelings and I'm so glad I did. It's been a rollercoaster of a year but I don't think I've ever been as clear headed as this year. If the version of me from 2023 met me today he wouldn't recognize me and I'm glad.

Breaking my rule today, unfortunately.

Google photos reminded me of this and I'm just glad I have Patricia in my life. She met me when I was going through a lot and she became a pole star of sorts.

I asked the universe for a friend and it sent the best one. She will never see this but she really influenced my life for the positive.